Mind Heart Soul

I Hate Myself

I hate myself
I hate the way my nose becomes crooked when I smile
I hate my staticky hair
I hate my boring brown eyes
I hate my height
I hate how I'm not as thin as I used to be
I hate the blisters on my feet
I hate my short eyelashes
I hate my scab covered legs
I hate the wideness of my head
I hate my bristled eyebrows
I hate my chapped lips
I hate my thoughts
I hate my anxiety
I hate my depression
I hate my shyness, my quietness
I hate my invisibility
I hate my voice
I hate my short arms
I hate how I procrastinate
I hate how I care to much
I hate my neediness
I hate my selfishness
I hate how I get jealous
I hate my lack of advocacy
I hate my nervousness during eye contact
I hate my skin color
I hate my emotions
I hate myself