Mind Heart Soul

Chaos Is Home

chaos is home
i live all alone
sometimes when i squint
i can see a glint
is there someone there
no
that's not fair

guess it's alright
only i could handle the fright
of being in this hurricane
of blissful pain

i'm so alive
yet hollow inside
my head aches
for god's sake
when will it end
why am i my only friend

my home is so far away
such a sorrowful display
no one dares to visit
they say it's bad
but it isn't

home sweet home
my bloody throne
fine
fear us
my home and i
will lift off and fly
into the endless universe
leave us alone
me and my curse