A Mess

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any image of togetherness is long gone
including myself and this stupid song
my life is a mess
i'm always stressed
i can barely stay awake
going through time in a daze
room full of crumbs
and scraps of paper
yeah
"i'll clean it up later"
shutting myself out
from everyone i know
then i wonder
why i'm always alone
alone with my own head
my own head that wants me dead
am i going crazy
or am i just bored and lazy
i'm scatterbrained
so full of shame
the shame of all i've done
why do i do this to everyone
but don't worry about me
soon i'll be free
spread my wings
and fly off a building
a tall one
that will do the killing

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