feelings of dread persist
my stomachs turns and twists
i fidget as i think of the horrors yet to come
i think, will i ever become someone
i can't breathe
i fall to my knees
shadows creep up and tickle my bones
sobbing on my bedroom floor, i'm all alone
i'm shaking
my brain is aching
a picture of a blade forms in my mind
please no!
it's been a long time
no i don't want to!
please don't make me
i plead and scream
i dig at my skin
anything but the blade again
hours upon hours i cry
until finally the voices leave my mind
but then i feel empty
again i am all alone
i quietly whisper to the voices
"come back home"

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Mind Heart Soul
PoesíaWhat goes on in my mind. What I feel in my heart. What I experience with my soul.