Mind Heart Soul

You Don't Know Me

you will never truly know me
all you know is a lie
don't act so surprised
did you honestly think
that i've never had a drink
i'm not such a good girl
got dirt in my curls
"oh she has such an innocent mind!"
yeah
enough to plan my suicide
"she never talks"
"therefore she must bear no thoughts"
"she always looks so sad"
fuck no i'm mad
i listen to real music
real voices with a beat
you think i listen to that classical shit
just because i'm chinese
"her grades are the best"
i just failed my math test
you think i'm delicate and soft
but inside i'm tough as a rock
you think i care about you
ha my soul is long gone
away it flew
don't act like you know me
you truly don't
i am a fallen angel
my body is the host
think i'm just a pretty face with doll like arms
well on those arms
i have self harmed
my size is small
therefore my personality must be as well
it's really the opposite
you've just never really cared enough to try and tell
stop talking down to me
in 5 years
i'll be giving you your salary
"she's shy"
ever think there might be a fucking reason why
i've been hurt
i've been lied to
don't pretend you know me
and i'll do the same for you