lost sangwoo x reader (after yoonbum)

regrets

Sangwoo's pov

I felt something touch my face. It ran its finger from my forehead to my chin. I opened my eyes to see y/n with her eyes closed and her hand next to my face. "Y/n?" I said, "what?" she said tiredly, "just wondering if you were awake" I said, I thought about her a little bit and what she tasted like, or even look. I waited until she was actually asleep and felt her curves gently. Soon enough I put my hand beside her and felt something poking it. I looked down and saw what I didn't want to see. "Ugh" I sat up and went to the bathroom. When I came back I saw her awake. "Wye don't you just go to sleep ok!?" I said as I layed down again. "But I can't sleep when im cold" she said, I glared at her. "Fine" I pulled her close to me and kept a arm around her. 'I could just strangle her right now jeez she can be such a baby sometimes'

Next morning

Your pov

I woke up and felt a arm around me. I sat up and looked at sangwoo, who was hugging me. His hand slipped into my lap, I picked his hand up and surprisingly it was really heavy. I set his hand on his side and crawled to the kitchen. Just because I didn't like the feeling of waiting to long. I climed up on the chair and onto the table, I hummed as I got tired of sitting on the table and sat on the wood chair. I rested my head down in my arms and closed my eyes. "What are you doing! Get cooking" he yelled as he forcefully picked me up and put me in the swivel chair. He gave me the ingredients and I started cutting and doing all the same stuff I did yesterday but this time I put rat poisoning in it. I crawled next to a little wood table after I gave sangwoo some food. I looked at the small wood table as i smiled and grinned and could not wait to leave. To leave this filthy place. "Hey would you like any you look hungry" I heard sangwoo get up and I saw him pick me up and set me in a chair at the table. He got a bowl and pored some soup into my bowl.  He pushed the bowl over to me and waited. I held the spoon up to my mouth but did not take it in. "Well what are you waiting for" he said, I slowly put the spoon in my mouth and didn't swallow, he glared at me and squeezed the sides of my neck. He forced me to swallow and after I did I felt sick like I ate something that wasn't food. "Come on" he said and picked me up and brought me to his room. I see him walk away and come back with water. "Here take this" he said and lifted up a cup of water to my mouth. I drank it and it tasted salty. He also put a bowl next to me, "if you need to throw up use that" he said and simply walked away. I felt a urge to throw up as I pulled the bowl closer to me and spat out green stuff. "Eww" I said as I looked at it in disgust, I felt the urge again and threw up once more, I kept doing it till only liquids came out. It was soon just a clear wet substance, I didn't feel sick anymore but I kept looking at the bowl, it had a gross smell and a gross look to. I wiped my mouth with my sleeve and looked at the floor. I felt a hand rub my back, I turned to look and i was met with sangwoo of course face to face. "Uh sangwoo?" I said and sat up fully, "yes~" he said and smirked, I felt something poking my leg I went to look and...I would not believe my eyes. Sangwoo was in a weird position, his legs were spread over mine as he held the position of a dog on four legs. I started blushing, 'he,s staring at me to long, this is all really weird, that it im gonna look away' I looked away with my face glowing red. He held my chin with his strong hands and made me face him. 'I cant look away now, oh well might as well try' I tried pulling away and strangely he actually let me. I felt the bed move and I look back as he's closers. 'Shit I know where this is going' he crashed his lips into mine, I was shocked very shocked. I had my eyes open and then I felt it again the thing poking at my leg. I tried looking but sangwoo's fricken face was in the way. I felt a hand placed on the back of my head and another reach my thigh. I closed my eyes in comfort. He started rubbing my thigh, after a while he pulled away. I looked again and he had a boner. He looked at what I was looking at and blushed heavily. He covered his boner and left the room. 'Sangwoo's a strange guy' it was almost the end of the day and I decided to take a nap. I roll over on my stomach after I pulled the blankets over me. I felt the bed move again and I backed up to the wall. I turned my back to whoever it was. Cause I knew it was sangwoo.

Next day

Your pov

I got up and crawled to the kitchen to make breakfast. I felt arms go around my waste as I stirred the soup. 'He makes me make the same food for dinner and breakfast all the time I wonder Wye' "today a friends coming over ok so you have to go down to the basement" I heard sangwoo wisper in my ear. "Ok" I said and looked blankly at the pot. He kissed my cheek and left me alone again.

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