Teenage Wasteland {hood a.u.}

Chapter 2- Jasey Rae

Friday, June 21st, 2013

Dear Dallas,

So dinner last night was alright. Last night it was our group, plus some really cute boys from the party. They’re nice boys. They didn’t try anything. We ended up having to go to In-N-Out Burger because there were so many of us.

I need to fill you in on the drama! Okay, so this boy Michael (he has like bleached white hair with a black strip down the middle, like a reverse skunk) he was like full on hitting on Tamara. You know, somewhat shy, Tamara. But she was completely flirting back! I just hope he doesn’t hurt one of my best friends. I think he’s a nice guy, but I’m not sure. I don’t know if I can trust these boys yet. But, they definitely seem like boys that you would be friends with. If you know what I mean? I don’t know, haha. I’m weird, sorry. Well, you already knew that already, right?

Okay, well on to the next drama, Ashley! She was like totally smitten over this boy Ashton. He has like a really cute giggle. Yes. I said giggle, like a really girly giggle. But, it’s okay because he’s cute. They’re all really tall. The boys. They all have to be over 6 foot. Which is weird, because they tallest boy in our group must be Ian, but he’s only like 5’11’’. Whatever, ahah. Ash and Ash, it works, right? Wish them luck, Dallas!

Okay, well last on now my time for drama. Or love life. I don’t know, what am I supposed to call it? I know you used to pretend to not care about my love life, but you know you did. It might just be your over protectiveness over me or something, I’m not quite sure. But, whatever. There’s this boy named Luke. He’s real cute, and shy. Like really shy. Kind of like the opposite of me, but he’s interesting. Like really fascinating. But, not as interesting as this Calum guy. Calum gives all this like mysterious kind of vibe. There’s like this kind of gloss over his eyes, like he’s blocking everyone out of his life. I want to get to know him more, he seems like a fascinating creature. Not creature, whatever. You know what I mean.

Well, after we ate we went to the beach. And we all just kind of walked around and fooled around, the boys went swimming. Well, most of the boys besides Luke. He stayed back and talked to us. Then him and I walked down the beach and he would point out constellations. He’s a smart kid, not my type really. But, he’s smart. I can see him being apart of our group. I think he goes to some private school, or he must live here too like Calum. I’ve never seen Luke around school so I’m just guessing.

I haven’t heard from mom or dad yet, they haven’t answered any of my texts. Maybe they’re happy I’m gone. You were always their favorite. You know that. I miss you bro. I really miss you. When are you coming home?

Love you,

Jasey.

Friday, June 21st, 2013

Dear Dallas,

Hey bro. Sorry I’m writing twice. I’m annoying. But anyways, everyone else went back home. Now, it’s only Rae, Ian, Tamara, Ash and I. They’re all sleeping at Rae’s for the night. Apparently Rae invited the other boys over. They’re gonna sleepover too, I guess we’ll be in her basement or something, I don’t know.

Look, I’ve got to go because they just got here. I’ll write when everyone’s asleep okay? I’ve still been having trouble sleeping. I’m sorry. I’ve been taking the pills. I’m just scared I may take too many. But, I’m taking the pills, every so often. I’m trying.

-Jasey

(Continued)

Hi Dallas. It’s almost 2 am. And I can’t sleep, again. I’m sitting in the corner with a lamp on. Everyone else is sleeping, I checked. I don’t need anymore people thinking that I’m weird because I’m writing to my dead brother. Look, I’m sorry, but it’s the truth. We watched “House At The End Of The Street,” that movie was creepy. I didn’t get it until Tamara explained to me what was happening. His sister died, and him and his parents thought that it was his fault. So the parents like favored the sister or something and made the guy dress up as her. But then he killed the parents, and then he would kidnap girls that looked like his sister and made them wear like blue contacts. It was messed up. Like really messed up. But it got me thinking, I’m just glad mom and dad didn’t make me do that. Imagine how creepy that would’ve been.

Well, they liked you more than me anyways. It’s weird being an only child now. I miss you heaps. Heaps. Haha, I’ve been watching youtube again, can you tell?

Someone just woke up. I think I woke them up. Shit. Hold on bro.

(Continued)

Sorry. Calum woke up. He said that he was having trouble sleeping and apparently he wasn’t actually asleep. Something we have in common. We talked for about 2 hours maybe. It’s about nine am now. So technically it’s Saturday. But I’m continuing Friday’s entry.

Maybe I was wrong to judge Calum. I don’t know if you personally would like him though. He’s kind of “bad” I guess you could say. But I think it’s fake. It’s just an exterior that he’s putting up so no one can really know what’s going on in his mind. We’re going out to lunch today. He said he wants to know more about me. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing, but whatever. I don’t think this is a date. I don’t think it’s a date. I don’t know if I want this to be a date.

Don’t worry bro, he’s a good kid. I hope. I can take care of myself. Hopefully.

Love ya,

Jasey