Friday, July 5th, 2013
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a type of anxiety disorder. It can occur after you have gone through an extreme emotional trauma that involved the threat of injury or death.
Dear Dallas,
Post-traumatic stress disorder. This is all such bullshit. All of it.
Hold on, Rae wants to write to you. Is that okay? I’m sorry. But, if I remember correctly you guys were good friends, ish. But she promised she won’t read what I have wrote to you before, if I don’t read what she writes. Okay, I’ll write once I get my journal back.
~ Jasey
July 5th, 2013
Dallas,
It’s Rae. I’m writing to you because I know it means a lot to her if I do. I guess I should keep you updated on what’s going on, because I honestly doubt your sister told you.
Oh god, I’m talking to you like you can actually hear me. I know you’re looking over us, or maybe you’re not. Your family was always weird, not having religious views.
I’m worried about Jasey. I’m really worried. Your parents have passed away.
I’m sorry that you have to “find out” this way, but I figured Jasey hasn’t told you because she hasn’t come to face the fact. They had passed away about a couple days after your guy’s 17th birthday. They were in a car accident and immediately died on impact. I’m sorry that you had to find out this way.
Jasey has been having to see her therapist twice a week. There’s something wrong with her. She needs help. She has post-traumatic stress disorder. I’m not blaming you or anything, but I just think your death took a huge piece of her too. It didn’t just affect you, but the people who loved you.
She’s insane. Not like psycho, going to kill someone, or something. She’s just out of her mind. She doesn’t tell me anything anymore.
Your grandmother is in the hospital. She’s very ill, and they don’t think she’s going to make it. I don’t know if Jasey has told you, but my parents are going to become her legal guardians. She needs something good in her life.
She met a boy, Calum. He’s troubled. But, he seems to treat her right so that’s all I can really ask from him considering that I’m not family.
Jasey is schizophrenic, but she won’t believe anyone who tells her that she is. I think deep down she knows that she is. She has to know that there is something wrong with her.
You knew, you always knew that there was something wrong with her. I knew too, I could just never place my finger on it. I just assumed it was depression, I don’t know. I’m not very good at knowing all of these mental illnesses, but I’m trying. For Jasey.
She needs something good in her life. I hope she finds that “good” soon, before it’s too late for her. I don’t think she will harm herself in anyways, I just hope something positive happens for her before she completely loses her sanity and goes out of her mind.
Sincerely,
Rae
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