Ocean of Thoughts

Questions

No not you!
If not me then who?
Who am I, who are you?
What are we to do?

Who is that, who is she?
Who the girl? That's me!
Why are there two of you?
I don't know, what am I to do?

Stop, Stop! Who is that?
Who? That boy? Well that is Matt.
Wait, Wait! Who is me?
Open your heart that's the key.

No, No! It's all wrong.
Who in the world are we among?
Among my family, my husband to be
That girl right there, she is me.

Then I must be someone to!
If not her, well then who?
I don't know, who's to say?
This is the time right past May.

Stop! I know who am I.
I'm invisible, I don't meet the eye.
One night I had to say goodbye.
That one night, I had to die.

No one in my family passed.
Only my baby, didn't last.
That baby you'll never see.
That baby is me.

You are my baby that was to be?
The one I'll never hold, or get to see?
That baby is real, and loves you so.
But this baby had to go.

I love you more than everything.
You were created, the night that I got the ring.
That's quite alright.
My body just couldn't fight.

So who am I?
I am me.
The baby who loves you so.
But this baby has to go.

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This has a meaning way deeper than the poem.

My grandma and pop were going to have a baby boy, they had a miscarriage. His name way to be Jeremy. My brothers name. I'll never get to know my uncle, but I'm sure he would've been a good man.