Ocean of Thoughts

Lets talk about it

Talk about my stepdad.

He keeps pushing me to talk when I don't feel led. It's forced and I have to pretend I care. If I felt led to lead the service I would.

If I felt lead to talk on youth service night. I would.

I wished he'd stop pushing me to try to talk. When I'm not lead. Nor is my heart in it.

There are things I feel led to talk about and others I don't.

It's getting on my nerves.