Ocean of Thoughts

Sorry

I've kind of disappeared for a couple days. Like I haven't been myself. And I haven't.

I'm not sure what insanity is but I'm sure that I'm insane. I don't ever know the date or time. Just living by song and rhyme. I forget that the day is still going on. I don't feel as if I belong. I feel quite stuck. In a rut. Not sure if you understand.

I feel like everything is going to fast. Like it'll be 7:00 am and next I know it's 9:30 pm. I've stared at a wall all day. No I'm not taking any medication. I don't really know what's happening.