Ocean of Thoughts

I'm scared.

My mom told me that everyone I look up too will stop making videos. Mark will move on. Jack will move on. They will get lives. And where will that put me. Back into a deep depression? Bc they saved me, what happens when they leave?

I don't know and I'm scared to find out. I'm scared for them to stop making videos. To leave YouTube.

I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of a life without happiness.

And that means a life without my YouTube family.