Ocean of Thoughts

Not The Best Day

I got up at 7:30 today and busted my butt to get caught up. But I didn't.

Sometimes your best isn't good enough.

I'm still a month behind in 3 subjects. And two months behind in one.

I'll just skip Easter break. I'll work while I'm on it. There's no break in life.

To get caught up I skipped lunch.

But not like it matters. I never eat lunch. I never eat breakfast. And sometimes I forget about dinner.

I feel like my mom is never proud of me.

My stepdad is mad because I've been doing work all day instead of cleaning.

My brother was really mean today.

Stress is killing.

Anxiety attacks are happening.