One-shots! Hetalia x Reader!

Stupid Feelings (GerIta x Reader)

This whole one-shot is a rant about some situation I am going through right now, and I will explain further more on a later note at the end.

-Pumpkin

The whole idea of being in love sounded like some fairytale coming to life. You'll see everything in technicolor, the light finally shows you the way, your heart would beat faster, you feel like you're basically on cloud nine. It almost seems perfect when you're in that kind of state. Though not every thing is not what it seems like. Well, there are sometimes problems, or that certain person is really like that. For instance it could be that they dislike something you like. It's complicated. The worst part could be that this person is someone who you are really close to. Basically, you're fucked.

Sighing hopelessly, she twirled her highlighter between her fingers and blew a lock of her hair away from her face. The lamp in front of her was the only light source she had to show the words on her book while the rest of her room was embraced by the darkness. She couldn't sleep like her best friend who was sleeping like a sloth on her hammock that hung from the wall to the ceiling. In fact, she was too caught up in her thoughts to sleep. Nothing was alright for her and nothing was going to be the same for her again. She thought it was so stupid and impossible, but it happened.

She groaned in frustration and scratched her head furiously. "God, why? Why me?" She leaned against the chair and turned around, seemingly problematic.

There were so many consequences if she would admit them immediately to someone. Her school was practically a living, breathing version of Twitter. Say something that would catch anyone's ear and it would spread out through the school like wildfire. She wouldn't admit them directly, of course. She knew that she was just another high schooler undergoing the stereotypically high school crush. But she asks herself, "Why?" Why this guy? Why him? Why on earth would she fall for someone she has seen as a friend for two whole years? And adding the fact that she has known that he has been in love with someone else since the day she met him.

Was she just oblivious from the start? Did she develop them throughout? Did she like him or love him? She wasn't sure. It's something that's more complicated than the trigonometry homework that was given. She'd rather solve that instead of her own personal problem at the moment. What's the difference of being in a relationship as friends and in a relationship as lovers? Don't they do the same thing as what friends do? Don't friends kiss each other? Well he does, but on the cheeks.

Finally she settled her head down on the desk and sobbed silently in the inside. She doesn't want anyone to know about this. Of course, she'll tell her best friend, but then what? Nothing could change their relationship between them.

"Lets review..." She sighed and said her thoughts aloud. "One, he likes someone else. Two, he is younger than I am by a year. Three, he sees me as a sister-figure. And four... Four... FOUR..." She slapped her face with both of her hands. "And four, he likes Ludwig."

"Yo!" A pillow was thrown against her head. "Pipe it down will you? And sleep already, it's three in the morning!"

"Yeah, yeah." She stretched her arms and turned the lamp off before surrendering herself into her soft and cozy bed.

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"Ciao bella!" (Y/n) looked behind her locker door groggily to see the cheery Italian boy. Her heart fluttered a bit and her grogginess seemed to slip away.

"Morning Feli." She gave a soft smile.

The day seemed to brightened up a bit. There were things she liked about the Italian boy. An example was why she liked him is because he's nice and cheerful. An open-minded guy who was very artistic. He'd join school activities and, even if he wasn't that good at them, he manages to master it a bit in a short amount of time. The guy never fails to cheer her up. Then again, he was always nice to everyone. Regardless of who the heck you were, he's nice. So his persona was out of the question why she fell.