Devastating Smile

Million Dollar Question

We finished breakfast and an optimistic thought crossed my head, 'maybe that mental breakdown was just an overreaction.' That's not too far fetched right? I'm a just hormonal, I'm sure.

Veeeb! Veeb!

Brennan: Jade, I'm sick of you acting like you have any idea what you're doing in life. There's no way in hell you can make an actual decision when you're as stupid as you've always been. If you don't realize that I'm right in the next few days, I'm coming over to fucking knock some sense into you.

How literal is he about the knocking? That's the million dollar question. Cameron must have been invading my head at that moment as I felt a pressure followed by a near audible, 'He's not gonna do a damn thing, got it?' ... you don't know that.

At that moment did it actually sink in what I'd read, he's not gonna leave it be. He's won't be a normal person and leave me to my own business.  He's got to act like a Brennan and at the most inconvenient time, decide he actually cares about my life. But it's not simple enough for him to act like a normal brother and give me ridiculous advice that I can choose to brush off, no, I have to bend to his every will in all things he says.

I came to a decision, not even consciously aware of me trying to make one, but it was decided; I'm not gonna deal with him. I threw my phone against the walk, thoroughly suprised it didn't shatter, I nearly yelled when I wasn't trying to. "You said it yourself, we can leave! Let's go! We leave now, head to Colorado and stay with some of my old friends!"

It seemed like Cameron had completely forgotten he'd said that, but as he remembered I could tell he was still on board with the idea. He seemed to toss the idea around in his head until he voiced his thoughts, "I'm all for it, don't get that wrong. It's just... you need to be sure about this. If you actually want me to mark, or claim, or whatever the hell it's called then I can. Just realize, there's no going back."

Dipshit, you don't think I realize that.

I took a deep breath, thinking over everything even though my mind was already made up. "Ok," I said trying and failing to keep the sass from my voice and face.

He rolled his eyes, sassy little bastard, "Then when?" Ohhhh, right. That's my decision. I awkwardly looked around and gave an... uncomfortable shrug. I looked like a freak with how weird my shrug was.

He dramatically rolled his eyes and threw his head back for effect, "UGH!!! WOMEN!" He popped his neck as he slowly rolled his head around so his eyes could meet mine, "I don't want to decide, this is serious!" He whined.

Big baby, how can you claim to be a grown man. I guess I'll just step up and be the man in this relationship. I'll make all the decisions, "How soon would you be up for it...?" I asked, worried he'd find that to be a bad response. Why the hell would that be bad. Cam called in my head.

Answer the question!! "Anywho, I'm always wanting to, it's weird, but the wolfy part of me constantly wants to make sure you stay mine. I don't want to do it... at this minute, though. Tonight... I'll do it tonight." He ended on a smile.

I took a deep breath, nodding at the thought. That sounds good.