I was a liar I gave into the fire I know I should've fought it at least I'm being honest
(Flashback)
"Grayson, can we talk?" You say after your boyfriend Grayson, opens the door for you. "Um...sure baby come in." He says scratching the back of his head. Recently you two have been fighting a lot. To the point you didn't think you could continue to be in a relationship with him anymore. It's not that you didn't love Grayson, you just didn't think it would work out much longer if the fighting would continue. So you decided to end the relationship before either of you got seriously hurt.
"Grayson, I just don't think we should be together anymore." You say in a whisper. You look down because you know if you look into his eyes you'll cave in. You finally meet his gaze. He has a hurt, confused expression on his face and tears are starting to brim in his eyes. "W-why?" He asks you walloping closer to you. You step away. "We've been fighting so much and I do t think it would last much longer anyway." You say. Tears brimming in your eyes as well. "Y/N, we can fight this. We can get through this I promise." He says trying to grab your hand. But you pull away. "I'm sorry Grayson. I love you." You say before walking out the door
And I know she gives you everything
But boy I couldn't give it to you.
3 months later and letting Grayson go was the worst mistake I've ever made. I want to talk to him but I know he hates me for hurting him so much. Tonight my friends and I are all going out to celebrate my best friend Y/B/F/N's birthday. And if yo had my way, we would be staying in and watching re-runs of boy meets world. We walk into the crowded club and there are sweaty bodies everywhere. I don't know how my friends convinced me to come here. I start walking to the bar when I see him. The one person I've been dying to see. Grayson. Maybe I should talk to him. I think to myself. Just as I'm about to walk up to him, a pretty blonde walks up to him and kisses him.
My heart shatters at the sight. I just walk up right next to him and order my drink. "Just a water please," I tell the bartender. Grayson instantly turns around when he hears my voice. "Y/N?" He asked shocked. "Oh um hi Grayson." I say as if I hadn't previously seen him. We just make eye contact for a few seconds before his girlfriend coughs behind him. Catching his attention. "Oh um Y/N this is my girlfriend, Carrie." He introduces her. She only looks me up and down before flashing a fake smile and turning back to the bar. She's perfect in every way. Perfect skin, perfect hair, perfect body. She probably makes Grayson really happy. Gives him everything he's ever wanted. I just couldn't give that to him.
And I know that you got everything
But I've got nothing here without you.
"Y/N?" Grayson pulls me out of my thoughts. "Oh sorry." I nervously laugh and blush while Grayson gives a small chuckle. Oh how I missed that laugh. "I asked how have you been?" Grayson says moving slightly closer to me. "I've been good." I look down and lie. I've been miserable. After two days of our break up, I realized how much I needed Grayson. I have spent almost every day in my house crying because I miss him so much. I just haven't had the courage to ask for him back. But. Is I see that isn't an option seeing how happy he is and has already moved on. He has everything. Grayson suddenly looks very nervous. "Um do you think we could talk somewhere in private?" He whispers so his girlfriend, who is currently flirting with the bartender, won't hear. "Um yea let's go." I say, pushing a strand of hair behind my ear. Grayson tells his girlfriend and then leads us out of the club.
One last time
I need to be the one to take you home
Grayson leads me out of the club and into the back alley where he does something I didn't expect him to do. He kisses me. After a few seconds, I kiss back and wrap my arms around him. My whole body feels like fireworks. I can feel Grayson smile into the kiss as he pulls me closer into his chest. I pull away to get breath. But Grayson sneaks in a few small pecks before he pulls away completely. "Y/N, I've missed you so much and I really need to be with you. Even if you don't want me back, I know you still have feelings for me. So one last time, I need to be the one to take you home. Not some random dude. Because they can't love you like I can. And I promise after that I'll let you go. I just need one night." Grayson finishes his speech
I stand there shocked for a second before Grayson pulls away his hand from mine. "I shouldn't have done that. Why am I so st--" I cut Grayson off by pushing my lips on his. The lips that I have craved for months. Grayson pulls away and places his forehead On mine. Before grabbing my hand and dragging me to his car.
Okay being honest, I had high expectations for this one and it sucks. On the bright side , I INLY HAVE 2 months LEFT OF SCHOOL~C🌺
