Hiiiiiii! Sorry I disappeared forever my sister got married and yea. Also, what do you guys want for the "good to see you again part 2"? I have a few ideas but idk. Please leave a comment! Also please give me song recommendations😘😘
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The front door swings open, hitting the wall behind it. A drunk Ethan stumbles in, half a bottle of liquor still in his hand. This has been happening quite a bit lately. He goes out saying he's meeting up with some friends and will be back in an hour or so, then comes home piss drunk. At 3 in the morning. I wasn't mad the first time. He deserved to get a little break. But after the second, and third time, I was beginning to become more worried as he would become more hammered and more violent.
Ethan stands right in front of the couch where I was sitting, a disgusting smirk sits in his face. "Hey babe." He slurs moving closer to me. "Come on E lets go to sleep." I stand up to take Him upstairs to bed but he grabs my waist, turning me around and then pushes our lips together in a lust filled kiss. As I try to pull away, not in the mood at all in this moment, Ethan shoves his tongue into my mouth forcefully pulling me closer. "Ethan stop!" I yell pushing him off me with all the strength I had. Enough to make him stumble back a few steps. I look over to see Him with an angry expression on his face. One that I don't often. He was furious. "You b****! Who gave you the idea that you can do that?!" Ethan continues to yell at me as I walk backwards trying to calm him down. "Ethan just relax. You're drunk we'll talk about this in the morning." I knew this wasn't My boyfriend, and that he was just being controlled by the harmful alcohol in his system. When we woke up tomorrow morning, he would be back to the sweet, loving boy he was, with a slight hangover.
"Come on Ethan, lets go upstairs." I say motioning towards the staircase leading to our bedroom. "Get out." He says through gritted teeth. "Ethan you can--" "I said get out! I don't want you here! I never did! I hate you!" He pushes me to the ground, making me let out a quick gasp. Ethan doesn't have a bit of guilt on his face, only the same expression he's had since he's gotten home. I stand up quickly moving past Ethan with tears starting to brim in my eyes. I quickly slip on a pair of shoes, grab my phone and my car keys, and walk out the door not looking back. I don't care how drunk he was, he had gone too far this time for me to just forget about it. I hear nothing come from the apartment as I leave. The only sound is the silent sobs leaving my mouth. In the car, I decide the best place to go is Grayson's house seeing how I usually talked to him after Ethan and I have a fight.
Grayson graciously offers me a place to stay for the night, after explaining to him everything that happened. and leaves me to go to his room seeing I'm not in the mood to be very social. My boyfriend did just tell me he hates me after all. I put on the large t shirt Grayson had offered me and lay in bed. The second my head hits the pillow, tears start to brim in my eyes once again. And soon enough I can't control them as they fall out of my eyes, soaking the pillow I'm laying on. It remained that way until my eyes burned from the amount of tears, causing my eyes to close from exhaustion.
Ethan's P.O.V
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I can practically hear the pounding in my head as I begin to wake up. I open my eyes slowly careful not to make my eyes hurt more. "Baby, can you get me some medicine please?" I rub my eyes with my back facing Y/N. she hates it when I come home drunk. And of course I feel terrible about it afterwards, but in the moment I just can't help it. When I don't hear her respond, or move, I turn my body towards her. "Baby, are you--" when I turn my body Y/N isn't there, her side of our bed still made from the previous day. Indicating that she never got into bed last night. My heart starts to beat with panic and I completely forget about my hungover state. I pull the bed covers off me and try to search my memory for why my favorite person in the world wasn't with me when I woke up this morning. And when it finally hit me, my knees fall to the floor.
Y/N's P.O.V
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The next morning I wake up, my eyes still a little sore from crying last night. Ethan has texted and called me multiple times begging for me to tell him where I am, or for me to come home. All of which I ignore. Although, he was drunk, and I doubt he even remembers what happened clearly. I lay back in bed and rub my temples, hoping to release some tension when I here a loud obnoxious knock on Grayson's front door. "Is she here? Please tell me she's here Gray." I recognize Ethan's voice only now it sounds more desperate and raspy. "I don't know if she wants to see you right now Eth." I hear Grayson say in almost a whisper. Without another word, I hear heavy foot steps coming up the stairs quickly.
Ethan burst through the door. I notice right away his eyes red and puffy and his hands beaten and bruised. "Baby, come here." He coes opening his arms and walking towards me. I move away from him, still not sure if I want to forgive him or not. I watch his face become pale and drop as the rejection hits him. He slowly drops his arms and turns away from me. We both stay there, not saying anything with his back faced towards me. Tears start rolling down my cheeks once again silently. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I hate myself right now." I notice Ethan turned around and is now facing me. Tears in his eyes as well. "But I love you. So much it hurts sometimes. And if you walk out of my life I don't know how I'll get along without you."
He slowly moves towards me. "You're the reason I get out of bed every morning and why I go to sleep with a smile on my face. And I messed all of that up." Ethan takes both my hands in his and draws small circles on them. I lean forward placing a small kiss on Ethan's lips. The kiss only last a split second before I pull away, making Him lean in closer to me wanting more. "Eth, I love you too but I need time." I say pulling my hands away from him. He squints his eyes closed trying to hold back tears and sits on the bed now with his face in his hand. "Y/N, no. Please. I'll do anything. I-I'll stop drinking, I won't go out anymore. I j-just need so you so much an--" Ethan looks up to make eye contact and with me, but it was too late. I was already out the door, driving away from the boy I love and his twin brother.
3rd person P.O.V
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Ethan sits there confused and shocked at how easily she slipped through his fingers without being able to stop her. An engine roar outside of the apartment catches His attention. He looks out the window to see a black jeep, Y/N's jeep pull out of the driveway. Ethan sits there feeling absolutely nothing but sadness and regret. "Hey bud, how ya doin?" Ethan's twin brother Grayson asks from the doorway. "She left Gray. I just let her slip away before I had the chance to even give it to her." Ethan doesn't make eye contact with his brother, instead he looks at his feet and plays with a small object in his pocket. "What are you talking about?" Grayson says trying to be sympathetic towards his brother. Ethan pulls out a shiny diamond ring. The very one he knew Y/N said she would want some day. "I bought is right before I came over here." He says with a chuckle. "She's gone now. And I have no where to put this." He chucks the diamond ring at the wall, letting it his the ground with a thud. " come on E, let's go home." Grayson says helping his brother up. Ethan stands up walking out of the room, and to his car slowly. Grayson follows closely behind.but not before picking up the ring Laying on the ground. He runs to his room, stuffing the ring safely in a tin box. Knowing someday, Ethan would give it to Y/N. Because no matter what trial they faced, they were meant to be together. And both Ethan and fate new it.
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Part 2?! Let me know! I start school next week and I'm ready to curl up in a ball and die. Please vote and leave a comment❤️❤️~C🌺
