Ethan. When the name pops into my head, my whole stomache explodes with fireworks. The name I think about the moment I get out of school or work. Being able to run into his arms and have him shower me with kisses, was the cure for any bad day. But tonight was slightly different. I am staying after school in the library to get a report done for my psychology class. Meaning instead of getting home around 3:30 like I usually do I would be getting home at around 5. Though it wasn't that big of a time difference, it did mean less time with Ethan.
I walk into my professor's office to get my rubric for the paper. The paper I am most definitely not looking forward to writing. He looks up at me as I walk to his desk. "Ah miss Y/L/N, I'm very sorry but I have a family emergency. Could we possibly reschedule for another time?" He asks me packing up his back. I was more then willing to accept his offer. "Yea of course. It's no problem." I say with a polite smile. He stands up from his desk completely. "Thank you miss Y/L/N. I'll be sure to give you an extension on the paper. Have a good day." He says to me as I back towards the door. I bid farewell and walk towards my car. I don't bother telling Ethan that I am coming home early. Seeing as it wouldn't be that big of a deal. But little did I know, it was.
I walk into the mine and Ethan's shared apartment, hanging my jacket up and kicking off my shoes. Ethan is not on the couch like he usually is when I get home. He probably just went to get stuff for a video. I think to myself. As I get closer to the stairs, I hear Ethan's voice. Getting excited I start walking up the stairs. I get a little closer hearing another voice. A girls voice. It's just the tv Y/N I think to myself.
But I know it's not the tv. Just as I reach the door I hear moaning. Tears start to brim in my eyes. Why would Ethan do this? Was I not good enough? Has he done this our entire relationship? I blink my tears away and quickly open the door to see my boyfriend on top of a girl. Ethan quickly looks towards me. Before getting of the girl. "Baby, no no no I can explain." He says throwing his clothes on. The blonde girl just sits there confused. Tears start to pour out my eyes. "No Ethan there's no explaining to be done." I say stomping out of the room. I run downstairs and put my jacket and shoes back on before grabbing my phone and car keys. Just as I reach the door handle, I feel a strong pair of arms reach over me. Keeping the door shut. I turn around and face Ethan. His eyes are red and he wears a guilty expression on his face. " Y/N don't do this. Don't throw away everything we have. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I'll do anything. But please don't leave princess. Don't walk out of my life. He says softly wrapping his arm around my waist. A big part of me wants to give in and wrap my arms around him but I fight it pushing him away from me. I open the door and start to walk out. "I didn't throw this relationship away Ethan, you did." I take the promise ring he gave me off my finger and throw it at his naked chest. "I'll come get my things tomorrow." I mumble looking down, letting my tears flow freely. I sit in my car and drive to Grayson's apartment.
Ethan stares at the door with tears streaming down his face. The door the love of his life just walked out of. Ethan looks down at the ring in his hand and breaks down on the floor sobbing. The blonde girl then walks down the stairs wearing her clothes. Still with messy hair from what had previously happened. "Baby are you al--" "get out" Ethan interrupts the girl, not looking up at her. "Ethan I'm ju--" "I said get out!" Ethan shouts pointing at the door. The girl quickly gets out of the apartment and Ethan is left alone to face his guilt. His guilt turns to anger. Towards himself. He quickly stands up, taking the glass cup on the counter in his hand. "You're so f****** stupid!" Ethan yells as he breaks the glass against the counter, making his hands bleed. But he didn't care. Because no pain could ever compare to the pain he felt in his chest and stomachache. A feeling that could only be described as a black hole of guilt and regret. Because he hurt the girl he loved. The girl he was going to ask to marry him.
But it was too late now.
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'Twas my last day of school today and I am vv happy. But then my best friend and I got into a fight so it kinda sucked🙄 I'll make a part 2 for this. Please vote!~C🌺
