Grayson and I have been dating for about two months now and we still have not kissed. Of course it is unusual, but Grayson is my first real boyfriend. In fact my first boyfriend ever. And I guess I'm just not ready quite yet.
Today Grayson was coming over to watch a movie and he seemed extra anxious. He knocks on the door and I open it to see my adorable boyfriend. Standing there with candy and all kinds of food. "Hi cutie." He smile and kisses my cheek before waking in and setting everything down on the couch. I say hello and close the door and hurry into the kitchen to grab the rest of the snack food. Grayson is sitting on the couch looking at his phone when I walk in. "What movie are we watching?" I ask sitting next to him. " I am legend." He answers (watch this movie!!) "no!!! Gray that movie scares me!" I say lightly smacking his arm. Grayson suddenly pulls me closer to his chest so my ear is right by his mouth. "Well that's why I'm here." He whispers in my ear.
I feel his gaze on me and look up at him. His eyes move from my eyes to my mouth a few times before he starts to lean in. He wants to kiss. My heart starts beating faster and I can feel my hands begin to become sweaty. Just as his lips are about to touch mine, I move away. Gray suddenly pulls back and coughs awkwardly. He starts to stand up and put his jacket on. "Gray stop. Don t go it's jus--" "it's for Y/N, I understand, it's okay that you don't like me I j--" I cut him off "no gray it's not that it's just that..."
I trail off. "It's just what?" Gray says slightly irritated. I look down and start playing with my fingers. "I haven't had my first kiss yet." I say looking at him and nervously biting my lip. "But I like you. I really like you Grayson. I'm just...scared." I say.
Grayson moves closer to me and takes my hands in his. "Don't worry it's nothing to be ashamed of. I-it's kinda cute actually." I laugh and move some hair out of my face. Grayson let's a small chuckle out of his mouth before looking at me. I look up at him and see him giving me the same look he did a minute ago. His eyes move between my lips and my eyes once again. He moves one away from mine and runs a thumb over my lower lip. "Can I..." he whispers looking into my eyes. I shake my head yes and Grayson gently grabs my chin and moves my face closer to his. "Just follow my lead." He whispers
And latches his lips onto mine. He kisses me gently and I smile into the kiss, making him smile as well. I pull away and Grayson looks away with a blush in his face. "I could get used to that." I say smiling at him. Grayson sits down on the couch and pulls me in his lap. "Good." He says pecking my cheek. "Cause it's gonna happen a lot." He turns on the tv and we enjoy our movie...with a few make outs in between.
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That was bad and I'm sorry. Also fun fact I hate one of my brothers more than literally anything on this entire earth and my life would be easier without him🖕🏼🖕🏼~C🌺
