I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Wake Up Call

It was quiet, except for the noise of the kids downstairs with Gerard and Gwen. It's been about five days in this dream, and I still haven't waken up. Is this like, a test or something? My life in here is perfect, but is this really all that happened. Did I lose my memory when I fell asleep that night next to Frank?

I rolled over on top of Frank, with a breathless giggle and smiled at him. The feeling of our warm skin against each other. I felt his hand slowly skim my back and wrap around my small figure.

He smiled down at me, sweaty and without much breath. "That's enough, we've already had to much fun three times already."

I pouted and laid my chin on his chest, licking my lips and looking up at him with big eyes. "I'm sorry, I just. I don't know what it is. I can't get enough of this. It's magical, it's wondrous, it's-it's"

"Just like a dream?" He chuckled and brushed my hair back. "Yea, I know how you feel. It was just like last week you didn't know anything, but now you remeber everything."

"I don't know... I mean, is it wrong that I'm sleeping with you? And you're like, supposed to be dream Frank?" I giggle at him.

He shook his head and wrapped his arms around me, kissing me lightly on the forehead. "As long as it's me, and I'm good at sex in a dream and in real life, that's all that matters baby!"

I shrugged and laid my head against his chest, my ear over his heart, smiling as I hear his heart beating quickly, which was strange cuz I usually never hear his heart. Then, hearing a faint noise call my name.

I put my head up, and sat up, pulling the blanket over my body. "Who called me?"

Frank rolled to his side and rubbed his hand on my leg. "No one did. I think it's after sex hallucinations?"

"Maybe?" I smiled and huffed, leaning my forehead on his. I could feel his hands slide up my body and feel against my curves. My heart racing and I tilted my head, kissing him deeply. My heart skipped a few beats as I felt myself start to get warm again, feeling his rough yet gentle touch on my skin was as pleasing as I ever could imagine.

A small giggle came from me as I looked down at him, then the voice got louder and I looked back up. "See, there! Did you hear it that time?"

Frank sat up and brushed my hair back. "Maybe you're just hearing things?"

I huffed and sat up, holding my head and looked down at the silky sheets. "It sounded real to me. I just, I don't know."

Frank sighed and moved behind me, kissing my back and on my neck, rubbing my back and my shoulders, his hands sliding around my skin. "It's probably just nothing. I'm still hearing you moan my name I'm my head. The sexiest sound I've ever heard~" 

I smile and turn my head to face him, his hand slipping between my legs and feeling my wetness. I feel him pull me onto his lap and his already erection is pressing against me.

"NICOLE!!!" I hear again, I move back and breathe heavily shaking my head. Everything gets slow and the room gets blurry and I start to look at the ceiling, getting up and walking towards the left side of the room, Frank holding out his hand and jumping up as soon as I faint and fall on the floor. I look up at the ceiling, noticing Frank's face appear over me. I hear my name being called multiple times faintly, the vision getting. Even more blurry until i notice his face forming, and it getting a bit darker. My eyes started to adjust and it was Frank, normal, blonde and black headed Frank, his head above mine.

"Nicole? Nicole can you hear me?"

I shake my head and turn my head to the side, noticing I'm in a white room still. Great, still in the house.

"Babe? Oh god, can you talk?"

I nodded and looked at him, but felt a pinch in my arm and looked down to see a needle and some tubes with my blood in them. "W-What happened? Where am I?"

Frank sighed and held my hand. "The hospital."

I raised an eyebrow. "Why? I was only asleep for one night."

Frank shook his head and lifted my hand, kissing it and sighing. "No, baby, you were out for a month."

I looked around and sat up quickly, Frank grabbing my shoulders. "WHAT, no. I wasn't. Was I?!?"

Frank shrugged. "They don't know what happened. We fell asleep in that house and I waited for you to wake up that day, but you didn't. So i tried to wake you up but you didn't answer me." Tears filled his eyes and his voice was shaky. I never saw him this freaked out before. "I-I didn't know what else to do... They said it's because there was salt in the house and you inhaled it in your sleep..."

I looked around for everyone else, Ray and Mikey was passed out in the room and I looked at him, wrapping my arms around him and sighed "It's okay, I'm awake now. What happened?"

Frank held me close and cleared his throat. "Oh, I'm grounded still. I got grounded for awhile."

I shook my head and pushed back a bit. "Start from the beginning...."

Frank nodded and sighed, noting biting his lip. "Okay so this is what happened..."

To be continued...