I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

FᎡᎪNK'Ꮪ Ꮲ.Ꮎ.Ꮩ (poιnт oғ vιew)

Time skipping this because nothing really exciting happens...

About two months after Nicole moved, I haven't seen her or her face. Not once. She never Skype's me or Hangouts call or messenger calls me. All she does is just, call. I get to hear her voice but it's not the same as seeing her face. I asked her why she hasn't video called me, and I knew other times she was busy by the noises in the background, but two days ago there was straight silence in the back, but she says she's not in the mood. A huge feeling has been coming over me that she's lying to me or something. Or she's hiding something.

After school, I walk home with Gerard and Mikey. Dropping them off then walking up the hill towards my street, and I hear a ding from my phone.

School sucked, all we did today was sit and watch a movie. I didn't learn one thing about art or music. Just movies!
Xoxo Nici

I smile and shake my head at the text, biting my lip as I responded.

Well, it is almost the end of the school year, and even though you did just start, you're already passing. So of course there are going to be movies in the classes.
Xoxo frnki

As I walked down the street, I wait for her to respond, yet it's not until I make it to the front door that she texts me.

Yea yea. Anyways, how is everyone? You guys should totally see if you all can take a field trip up here and see me. Also, how's school for you?
Xoxo Nici

I stop at the door, and read the message, not even opening the door. I chuckle and respond BA k as my mother opens the door go greet me.

Lmao, same as usual. Ms. Bannister misses you I guess. Even though it wasn't really long to be in her class. She still misses you. Also, Gwen and everyone is good. Also idk if we will be able to come up. Depends on if we get a school day off. I've been going to practice during weekends. Hey, we should call in a bit..."
Xoxo frnki

After, I looked up and smiled at mom who looks concerned for me. I raise an eyebrow and walk in, running upstairs and into my room. I close the door behind me and throw my phone and book bag on my bed, running into my private bathroom and checking my hair.

It all grew back, but I trimmed the Mohawk and dyed it all black. Goodbye blonde and black hair. Hello plain Frank. I brush my teeth and comb up my hair, trying to look a bit better as I hear my phone go off again.

I run to my bed and jump on it, grabbing my phone and checking the message.

Yea, maybe we can video call. I miss you a lot! I'll call if you want. Or you can call when you're ready because I'm not doing anything but sitting in the living room.
Xoxo Nici

I smile and bite my lip, almost screaming like a girl but keeping it together. I sigh and try to calm down.

Yea, okay. Call me in exactly a minute.
Xoxo frnki

As it sent, I jumped up and looked all over for a good shirt to wear, picking out a black flag and a Texas chainsaw massacre shirt, standing in front of the mirror and looking at the plain black tanktop I already had on with a disappointed look. Then put each shirt in front of me to see which one looked best. I suddenly heard my phone start to play Green Day.