im changing
i thought i was growing
i thought it was better without her
but ive been forgotten
and ive been getting worse
and im becoming this person
who's so damn good at
pretending to be happy
pretending to be untroubled
and im not okay with
laughing extra loud
and flirting with everyone
and throwing my personality away
to become this person
who i wanted to be
but im not her
and im forgetting who i was
before i starting pretending
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PoetryI am not happy. I don't know if I've ever been, or if I ever will be. Plenty of shit has happened to me, but plenty of shit has happened to everyone so I shouldn't feel special. I just wish I didn't have a normal person's life. I wish I didn't have...
