"It's never been a secret
And yet she's surprised
When I dress in the morning
And she sees my thighs
It's never been just there
But she wouldn't know that
She pulls me by the hair
To check my wrists and stomach
She's shocked but I don't know why
I know I've told her
And in fact, she's seen me cry
Why in world wouldn't she know?
And then it hits me
And I laugh like I'm crazy
And I realize I may as well be
Because all this time I was wrong
Wrong about her caring
Wrong about her love
Wrong to see her trusting
Wrong to show her my legs
Because now she's gone
And I'm not surprised
All because I was crazy enough
To show her my thighs"
-c. e.
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secrets.
PuisiI am not happy. I don't know if I've ever been, or if I ever will be. Plenty of shit has happened to me, but plenty of shit has happened to everyone so I shouldn't feel special. I just wish I didn't have a normal person's life. I wish I didn't have...
