DREAM ACADEMY (COMPLETED)

Chapter 15: H.O.P.E

"H.O.P.E

Hold on, pain ends"

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DECEMBER
•Eya's POV•

"Hindi sila bagay ni joao."

"Dapat sakanila single muna kung gusto nila maging boyband sila."

"Mawawala rapor nila sa mga babae."

"Masyadong ordinary si eya para kay joao."

"Hindi siya maganda."

And the list goes on...

I am in front of my laptop reading some online comments from our performances that was uploaded by the official youtube account of DA. It's Monday and hindi ako pumasok. May family reunion kasi kami dito sa bataan. I was excused. Haha. Lucky me, i know.

*bzzt bzzt. Bzzt bzzt*
From: King Constancia
It's So Boring Here Without You.

5 months of being with joao. He's still consistent. Sobrang sweet padin niya
and full of surprises. Syempre madalas padin kami magasaran. He's still bossy and i'm still stubborn. Pero madalas naman sweet siya. He won't let a day pass by without making me feel how much he loves me. It's like a fairytale, honestly. It feels too perfect for me. Too perfect, it doesn't feel real. It feels like a dream and i feel like there's this time bomb ready to explode any moment. Then our time will be over. Most of the time i wonder, do i really deserve him? Do i really deserve the boy with a lip ring? And reading these comments.. mas lalo tuloy ako napapaisip.

Actually, hindi naman lahat ng nakukuha kong comments is negative eh. Sa mga solo performances ko especially dancing, ang daming good feed backs. Pero when it comes to me and joao, parang mas madaming may ayaw.

Joao, what if someone else is meant for you? What if it's not really you and me? What if i'm just another chapter of your life? What if i'm not your real leading lady?

Hay, ayan nanaman ako. Overthinking is my hobby. He keeps on telling me to trust him. To trust us.. until when can i hold on?

To: King Constancia
João. Wǒ xiǎng nǐ. (Joao. I miss you.)

From: King Constancia
Wǒ yěshì. Wǒ fēicháng xiǎngniàn nǐ. (Me too. I miss you so much.)

I smiled. But there's this sudden tightness in my chest. Why am i feeling like this?

"Tita eyaa!! Come here let's dance!"

Linapitan ako nung 4 year old ko na pamangkin. Aww she's so cute!!

Me: "Hello baby naomi! What do you want to dance?"

Naomi: "fetty wap dance!"

Me: "wow! You know the steps?"

Naomi: "yesss!!"

Me: "c'mon teach me!"

Nagsayaw siya ng fetty wap dance. Hahaha. She's so cute!!

Naomi: "let's dance over there!!"

Hinila niya ako dun sa gitna tapos nag sayaw kami ng fetty wap. Sakto naman na pinatugtog din nila yung music. Sumali nadin yung ibang mga pinsan at pamangkin ko sa pagsasayaw. After namin magsayaw, umupo muna kami sa isang table para kumain ng lunch.