Yours ~ (A Miniminter fanfiction)

Thirty two

Month 1

It was all over the news, she was just back from her tour and now she's in hospital and it's all my fault Cal hates me he won't let me anywhere near Lillie's hospital room I have to go late at night when JJ is staying with her at least he doesn't blame me as much as Cal does, It doesn't help when every time I look at Alex I see the mistake I made by getting her pregnant it was all a mistake I shouldn't have invited to that night out and I shouldn't have gotten so drunk I betrayed Lillie and now I have to live with that knowing that I caused her to be so upset, that she got so mad and sad that she lost control and went over the barrier, I couldn't bare living back at the Sidemen house so I moved back home at least then I can clear my head without being shouted at by Cal and being pestered by Alex about the baby. I heard that Corey went to go and visit Lillie in hospital along with Georgia, Poppy and Kara. He was so close to Lillie they were childhood friends and almost lovers but like everything I touch I ruin it if only I didn't meet Lillie at the festival she wouldn't be involved in any of this she would be a normal girl working in a cafe with a normal life and she wouldn't have known me or any of the guys and she would be completely fine and not fighting for her life in hospital.

The times that we spent together were amazing and magical but I did treat her badly through some of it, it's funny how an accident so tragic and heart breaking can make you see all the good times that you spent with the person who you loved and adored but an accident like this shouldn't have to remind me of all those times I should've just been able to look at her while she was healthy and alive and remember what we did together, when I checked my phone it was ten I the morning, JJ came running to warn that Cal was walking down the hospital ward halls.

"Simon he's here you need to leave now or he'll those no telling how will react to seeing you here." JJ said quickly and worriedly, the only problem was that we were on the fourth floor and if I wanted to avoid the wrath of Cal then I would have to escape by getting to the elevator, the only problem with that was that the elevator was down the hall and I would have to pass Cal for me to attempt to get away from him.

"No I'm fed up of this he can't tell me to stay away from Lillie and he can't already tell me the things that I've been already thinking; I know that all this was my fault. So he can't tell me to stay away because he will never be able to love Lillie the way I do and that's just a fact." Just as I said all that to JJ Cal walked into the room and when he saw me he looked so angry but I was done doing what I was told by him I was going to in the first time in a long time fight for Lillie no matter what the consequences were because I love her.

"Simon what are you doing here? JJ I thought I made it clear that I didn't want him in here" Cal snapped at JJ and I

"Don't snap at me, I'm not going to stop Simon from seeing Lillie just because you don't like him because he broke Lillie's heart I'm not going to stop being his friend no one will ever come close to loving Lillie like Simon did he adores her and I know that you know he does Cal and yeah he may have been a fucking idiot by getting drunk and getting Alex pregnant but what's done is done now and none of us can change that. I get that you love and want to care and look after Lillie Cal, we all do otherwise we wouldn't be doing shifts and taking time out of our schedules to look after and spend time with her, but you can't stop Simon from seeing her." JJ explained to Cal, he looked at the both of us then down to Lillie who was lying still on the bed, he smiled slightly and then turned his head up and looked me dead in the eye.

"fine you can see Lillie but only with one of the others but not with me." Cal said, I thanked him and then smiled as JJ and I left the room so Cal could spend time with Lillie by himself, I got into my car and drove back to my parents house.