Lillie Dent isn't a popular girl nor is she a loner she is a girl who keeps to herself, when her friends persuade her to go to a summer festival her life changes in an instant when she meets Simon.
A few weeks had passed, I would check up on Harry every now and again just to see how he was and he was doing fine which was great he was back to his normal annoying self which was something that I had missed greatly after the incident, Cal and I were going on tour soon and Sam said that we could film a video for his channel so his fans could know what was happening and if they wanted to buy tickets for my show, I think we were giving out a ten percent discount on the tickets because Cal was coming which was completely fine with me in fact it was Sams idea he said that it would attract a different audience and we'd make more money which was great. As for Simon and I not much really happened after he I rang him a few weeks ago and said that we could sort all of this out we haven't really spoken since maybe he was waiting for me to ring him but I was waiting for him to call me and basically we just didn't talk, Alex and I don't speak at all after what she did all the girls still speak to her and they often all go on nights out together but I never want to go so it feels like I'm losing them as well but I guess that's my fault for always declining to go out with them all but why would I? If my old Best Friend kisses my boyfriend and they have been together for ages why would I want to hang out with her? C:' Lillie are you coming over later to film the tour video for my channel?' L:'yeah definitely, what time do you want me round?' C:' whenever really I'm not busy today so what ever time suits you is fine with me.' L:'okay I'll be round sometime in the afternoon.'
After I finished texting Cal I packed all of my things that I think I would need for the next six months which was actually quite a lot, it was like I was moving house as I nearly packed everything in my house that was needed for tour, when I finished packing it was eleven thirty so I went back up stairs leaving my tour things in the living room so I could get changed and go and film the video with Cal.
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It didn't take long to get to Cals, I knocked then opened the door and was hugged by JJ. "You alright Jide?" I asked him "No." He said sadly "What's up?" I asked him "You're leaving for six months what am I going to do?" He sulked "Aw JJ I'm going to miss you, but I need to take this opportunity you would do the exact same thing if your label offered you the opportunity that I've been given." "Yeah I know." He smiled as he walked away and into the front room where Cal and Simon came out and it was proper awkward, "You alright?" I asked him "Y-yeah I'm good thanks you?" "Been better." Cal then smiled at me and took hold of my hand and walked me to his room so we could film his video about the tour.
(*Time Skip*)
We had finished filming the video so Cal said that he would edit it straight away so it could be uploaded on the same day, he said that I could leave if I wanted to because the editing would take quite a while but I wanted to stay. I left his room and went into the living room to see Simon watching TV while on his phone. "What you watching?" I asked him "Oh um nothing interesting." "Oh cool, Simon about what you said to me about sorting out you know our relationship. *sigh* did you mean it?" "Yeah course I did, look cheating on you was the worst thing that I had ever done and all I want is your forgiveness." "See I want to believe you it's just the fact that I have really bad trust issues and when you and Alex did what you did all respect and trust I had for you disappeared." "I get and I don't expect you for us to go back to how we were straight away but can't we at least try?" He asked me, "I want to, I do so bad but every time I look at you I see what I saw on Christmas Day and that was the worst thing that I had ever seen and I just can get that out of my head, because I want to remember all the good times we had like when I first met you and all that time we had spent together. Falling asleep next to you in that ten with your arm wrapped around my waist and my head buried into your hoodie felt so good and I loved it but now, no matter how hard I try to remember how we were together three years ago I just can't." I explained to him and while I was doing that I broke down into tears.
Simon came over and hugged me tightly, he pulled me into his chest and it felt so good and I wanted to feel like I could trust him again but I was just always reminded of what he did and how he made me feel about it all. "Lillie I love you and you know that so please all I'm asking is that we start again." Simon was basically begging I could tell that he really wanted this and so did I. "Fine we can start again, but I mean from the very beginning, it will be hard seeing as I'm going on tour for six months. But I mean it Si if you mess up that's it I want you out of my life completely do you understand?" "Completely." He smiled brightly at me which also made me smile, I kissed him lightly then stood up and went to walk out of the living room to go and see Cal. "Hey Cal how's it all going?" I asked him "Good I'm nowhere near done though." "That's fine, um Simon and I are going to give our relationship another go." "Are you crazy?" Cal asked "Maybe but I told him that we are starting from the very beginning and if he messed up then he's out of my life completely and I really do think it's going to work now because he really wants this." "Well if you're sure and if you're happy then I'm happy." Cal smiled at me, I could tell that it was fake but I didn't want to argue about this with him so I just roll it for as it was.
