Thirty Nine

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I spent the night with Simon I was cuddled into his chest while he slept peacefully I smiled at him and just stared at him, I was about to check the time when I heard Simon talk to me,
"How long were you staring at me for?" He asked as he was opening his eyes
"How did you know?" I asked him
"Just had a hunch." He smiled
"Oh right well I wasn't looking at you for long, I had only just woke up myself." I smiled back at him as I turned round and grabbed my phone from the bedside table, I checked my phone and saw that it was eleven forty and I just remembered that I was meeting Sam at twelve to discuss my career so I practically fell out of Simon's bed and rushed down the stairs like an elephant as I was being so loud I then pushed over my suitcase and basically ripped it open so I could find some clothes to wear for the day. Once I did I grabbed them and then ran back up the stairs and stumbled into Simon's room where he was sitting up right on his phone I fell into his room lying flat on my face on the floor which made him laugh; he then took a photograph of me on the hard floor.
"Why are you rushing?" He asked
"Because I've got a meeting with Sam at twelve about my career so I need to be dressed and ready to leave in ten minutes." I explain to Simon so I pick up my clothes and rush into the bathroom pushing past JJ on the way.

"Yo!" He called out in shock "Sorry JJ!" I shout back to him through the bathroom door as I get my makeup done and brush my hair and teeth, when I walk back out JJ scowled at me so I kissed him on the cheek and smiled I then walked back into Simon...

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"Yo!" He called out in shock
"Sorry JJ!" I shout back to him through the bathroom door as I get my makeup done and brush my hair and teeth, when I walk back out JJ scowled at me so I kissed him on the cheek and smiled I then walked back into Simon's room
"Do you want me to drop you off?"
"No it's okay, you won't be ready in time I'll just take the car." I smile
"Are you sure? I mean you haven't driven a car since your accident are you sure you're up for it?" He asked me, I walk over to Simon and smile a little
"If I don't do this then I won't ever have the courage to start driving again, I promise I'll be fine." I kiss Simon on the nose and take his car keys as mine were at home, I then left the house saying goodbye to all the boys as I close the door and rush into Simon's car and leave the driveway to get to Sam's office for the official meeting about my job.

I pulled up outside the office car park and suddenly is started to feel all nostalgic and nervous, it has been a whole year since I have been anywhere near this building but the excitement quickly took over the nerves and I was out of my car and through the double doors as quickly as I could possibly go, I walked up to reception and Dani smiled at me I couldn't forget her she had the most beautiful smile and long ginger hair she was one of my friends and she always knew how to have a laugh and cheer anyone up when they were down which is something I loved.
"Lillie welcome back." She smiled
"Hey Dani, I'm here for my meeting with Sam." I smiled back at her
"Course, go straight through." She smiled again at me I then thanked her and walked down the long corridor where I saw Sam's office door, I knocked lightly and was told to come in Sam smiled at me and hugged me tightly before directing me to a seat.
"So Lillie let's get down to business, what is it you exactly want to do now?"
"Well I've done my world tour, I would like to make a few music videos for my new songs which is going on the album, oh and I would like to do a collab with my friends with Sarah and JJ." I stated
"Deal. We can definitely make that happen, now is this JJ who joined you on tour more formally known as KSI?"
"Yeah that's him, and Sarah is one of my friends she sings and does covers on YouTube for her channel."
"Fine I will get Dani to set up meetings for you three and we can work on it from there. Now I was sent an email the other day and there is a film in the developing called 'Love, Rosie' would you be interested in playing the lead female role as Rosie?" Sam asked me
"Definitely." I smiled with excitement
"Good I'll get that sorted out for you." Sam smiled back to me, the meeting lasted about and hour and a half, after the meeting was finished I left the office and drove to Nando's to get the boys some lunch.

When I arrived at Nando's I had to hide my fave from the paparazzi because they were constantly taking photographs of me and I did enjoy and would kindly take photos when I wasn't in a rush to get home or to be somewhere else. When I picked up the food order I walked back to Simon's car and drove home when I got to his house I walked through the door to see all the boys gathered in the living room but they hadn't seen me yet so I stayed behind the living room door and listened to hear what they were saying.

"It's going to be okay Simon, we can sort this out for you." I heard Vikk say
"I can't tell Lillie about this but I can't pretend that it hasn't happened and that it isn't there." Simon sighed
"Lillie is understanding Simon you know that and she clearly loves you she will support and help you through all of this." Josh said quietly
"But what if it brings back bad memories? I can't lose her over this not again I'm not going to lose her!" Simon snapped in frustration to the others
"Lose me over what?" I asked them as I walked into the living room placing the bag of food on the table. Very quickly all eyes were on me in shock
"How long have you been standing there Lillie?" Harry asked me
"Not long, but enough to know that's something is wrong with Simon." All the boys looked at Simon then back at me, "Simon what's wrong?" I asked him as I walked towards him crouching down in front of his legs.
"The thing is Lillie is that, I have a child, she's seven months old and in care." Simon explained very vaguely
"Oh right." I said quietly "so why isn't she living with you?" I ask him
"Because she's already up for adoption and I only just found out, you don't hate me do you?" He asked as tears formed in his eyes, I sighed and smiled reassuringly at him
"I don't hate you Simon, none of this is your fault you didn't know about any of this." I smile at him, Simon then engulfed me with a hug which took me by surprise
"I love you." He says muffled into my hair
"I love you too." I say as I kiss his cheek for the rest of the day we all just eat the Nando's that I had bought and watch films together and just enjoy each other's company.

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