A Letter To Myself

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To Me,
I know that you have two voices inside of your head. One is leaning towards killing yourself, while the other one wants you to fight your hardest. It's a constant battle that you may never overcome, but you'll always win. You're the biggest inspiration in your own life, even if you can't see it. You are you. You like girls. You look for the best in everyone, even if those people hurt you. You give too many chances for people when they don't think twice about you. You think about everyone who has come into your life way more than the average person. You're ready to live your life to the fullest, yet too introverted to do so. You have many mental illnesses that you fight like a champ, and you're the biggest champion in my eyes. You say you don't have a soul, but you do. Your soul is the purest of them all. Your brain just makes you think otherwise. You have tears streaming down your face almost every night, and you always wake up better than you have ever been. You're a fighter and you have people who genuinely love you, even when you tell yourself otherwise. They would drop dead if they heard that you are dead. You may not believe it, but it's true. You'll wake up tomorrow, hopefully with a more positive mindset. You'll look back like you always do, and realize how much happier your life turned out. You just have to ride the storm out, and wait for the breath taking rainbow to form at the end. You're an incredible human being that any girl would be glad to have. Just remember that.
Best Regards,
The person who's waiting for you at the end of the tunnel.

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