Paranoia is running through my veins leaving me with sleepless nights, and I'm the only one to blame. I feel her presence, going through my mind. Pulling out things I'd never imagine. Making me believe something that isn't there. I'm wide awake for days, too scared to leave the comfort of my bed. I hear every little thing, and I jump. I never thought I could be so terrified of nothing. It leaves me alone, shaking uncontrollably for hours. I just want her to leave and make it stop. You shouldn't have entered my mind. Please, leave before I do something awful. I don't want to hurt myself, just to see you leave.
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To Feel
PoetryJust a girl putting her feelings into words. From poems to unsent letters, I pour my soul into each piece. Many of the pieces are about the dark parts of my mind, and wanting types of love that I'll never be able to have.