Your lifeless body, I never want to wittness that. I never want to find you laying on the floor, your lifeless corpse on the ground. I never want to hear from someone that you finally did it; you finally ended yourself. It would be a heart shattering moment. Can't even try to imagine it. My knees would go weak and collapse. I know we joke, but your joking I take seriously. I know I'm far worse with the jokes, but nobody is stopping me when I threaten to kill myself. I'm stopping you. Right here, right now. Don't ever feel like you're a fuck up. You'll never be a fuck up. Maybe I'm telling you the things I want to hear, but please don't ever take a blade to your skin. I know I have and I've been getting the urge more than usual. Just know I love you, and you're too incredible to have hand made scars. You may not even have the urge to relapse but just please message me if you ever feel like relapsing. I want to be a safe place. I want to help anyone and everyone from doing the worst. I know what it's like to feel worthless or unloved. Just know that I love you more than I love myself and I'm only a message away. I'm only a finger away. Trust me, no one wants to find you dead. No one, not even yourself. You may tell yourself otherwise but you'd be missing out on a life full of incredible things. So please, let me help in any way if you feel bad. Please, I don't ask for much.
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To Feel
PoetryJust a girl putting her feelings into words. From poems to unsent letters, I pour my soul into each piece. Many of the pieces are about the dark parts of my mind, and wanting types of love that I'll never be able to have.
