I just realized something; someone's screaming my name. The voice is so distant that it almost sounds like a loud whisper. They're screaming for me to return, but I can't. I don't know if I'm able to. The darkness is attempting to consume me, and I'm letting it. Only because my deep soul wants to be alone. The person is nowhere to be seen, yet they're struggling to keep their voice as loud as they can. I need to be physically dragged, not verbally. The charcoal of an abyss has pulled everything in, except for my head. It keeps dragging me in. All I'm asking is for you to grab me and fight for me, too. I don't want to let the darkness win, no matter how hard I say that I don't care. I'm lying. Please notice that I'm lying when I say that I'm fine even when my body is nose deep inside the hole. You can notice, yet you choose to trust me either way. For once, I'm not okay and I just want someone to notice without me telling them. I want someone to force me to look into their eyes, just to see inside my soul, and realize I'm hurting. I don't ask for much, so please just give me this. To the voice; please pull me out before I go too far and have no way to return.
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To Feel
PoetryJust a girl putting her feelings into words. From poems to unsent letters, I pour my soul into each piece. Many of the pieces are about the dark parts of my mind, and wanting types of love that I'll never be able to have.
