I'm so afraid. I'm afraid you won't keep in touch. I'm afraid you won't have time for me and I know you won't somedays. You're going to live your life, I know that. I'm just afraid when you tell me you won't leave that you're lying. I have severe abandonment issues and I apologize for getting overly attached to you. I know you can say that you'll always be there, everyone says that. I've just become so involved that I want to conversate daily. I want to know what happened and what you're doing. I do that because shit you're the first person to show interest in my life. You're the only one who's still stayed. I'm just afraid eight months from now things will begin to change. I'm afraid no matter how much you say there's no losing you. I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too much. I just don't want to lose someone as remarkable as yourself. Call me crazy but I definitely don't want to lose you from me life. Not now, nor ever.
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To Feel
PoetryJust a girl putting her feelings into words. From poems to unsent letters, I pour my soul into each piece. Many of the pieces are about the dark parts of my mind, and wanting types of love that I'll never be able to have.
