I remember that day; the day you told me that if one was ever invited to do one thing, and the other one wasn't that we would both miss out on it. I lost so many years, and missed out on so many things because of that little pact we made. I used to stick by it until I realized how popular you were becoming. You started going a different direction, while I was stuck all alone. You never thought once of my feelings, yet that's all I ever think about. Do you know how hard it is for me to do things without you? I always think of you over myself. I love you more than you love me, and it definetly shows. You make me so frustrated because if you really loved me you would fight for me to keep talking to you like you used to do. I tried waiting for you to text first, but you never did. I caved in and messaged you, only for you to read and never respond. So, I kept sending messages for the same outcome every time. Someone needs to slap me across the face and tell me you aren't worth my time.
YOU ARE READING
To Feel
PoetryJust a girl putting her feelings into words. From poems to unsent letters, I pour my soul into each piece. Many of the pieces are about the dark parts of my mind, and wanting types of love that I'll never be able to have.
