Sorry,
I'm sorry that I can't look you in the eye. I rarely look people in the eye. I'm too afraid you'll be able to look through my soul. I'm afraid you'll see the real me and be disappointed in what you'll discover. I only notice myself looking into the eyes of a couple of people, and I guess you can say they've already looked inside. My soul is scarred with things I prefer the whole world not knowing. I'm just not ready for you to see what's inside because I don't want you leaving because I'm a force to be reckoned with. My mentality is on a thin wire, it's connected to my soul by barely anything. Its small, but powerful. If you look into my eyes you not only see who I truly am, you see what I hide deep inside. You'll witness the tears and pain. You'll be aware of the things that have happened behind closed doors. I'm afraid you'll be able to see my rawness, and that's not a good thing. My rawness is too flawed to even exist, so that's why I lock it up. So until then, I'm sorry I look like I don't want to talk. It's only because I'm not ready to unveal myself to you yet.
Sincerely,
The girl who can't look you in the eye
YOU ARE READING
To Feel
PoetryJust a girl putting her feelings into words. From poems to unsent letters, I pour my soul into each piece. Many of the pieces are about the dark parts of my mind, and wanting types of love that I'll never be able to have.
