To those who've never seen me without my depression,
Learn the real me. I'm extremely optimistic. The more, the better. Know that I'm extremely warm and kind. I love everyone and everything, always have. When I get fascinated about something I spend so much time obsessing over it. Please don't be negative towards me. Don't say "someone's too happy" or "you're too obsessive". Don't tell me what I'm doing is wrong because for once I feel like the best I've ever been and for you to push me back to square one would be harsh. I love myself, I really do. I always say I hate myself, but when the sadness disappears all I notice is the good inside of me. I really love books, poems, anything I can read I'm crazy about. I love tight ass hugs. From anyone and everyone. I may need hugs from certain people every now and then but I always accept them, from whomever. I love singing. I'm always too shy, for my mind is telling me I'll never be a great singer. Sing with me. Let me discover something new, for I'll always remember it. Tell me you love me, I'll be so ecstatic to return the love. I'm usually always extremely positive, so never fear for words of encouragement; I have plenty to share with you. So, to all the people who don't truly know me as someone who doesn't have a constant storm cloud above her head, I'm just a really bubbly and introverted person who likes to try to socialize. Please don't ruin it. I really don't want to have to start over again.
-The girl who's finally feeling like her old self.
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To Feel
PuisiJust a girl putting her feelings into words. From poems to unsent letters, I pour my soul into each piece. Many of the pieces are about the dark parts of my mind, and wanting types of love that I'll never be able to have.
