all the things I never got to tell you.

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I will allow only my lord to possess my sacred lotus pond, and every night you can make blossom in me flowers of fire.
Huang O (1498-1569)
To the tune Soaring Clouds

Dear Ashley,

Tristen is so sweet and kind. He's so loving and understanding. Ugh, I can't wait to marry him. I love him so much. I love that I can tell him anything. Really anything. He's such an amazing man, I can't get over him. His words, his knowledge, his thoughts, his heart, his eyes, his arms around me. He makes me feel so safe and so alive. I know he doesn't see how amazing he is, but he is truly one of a kind. And he's all mine. I could talk about him all day and never get tired of it.

I am still learning who he is, but I'm learning the same about myself. Tristen makes me feel warm and fuzzy on the inside. He makes my heart race with just a few simple words. He makes my palms sweat and flusters my mind. I don't have to think when I'm with Tristen, haha unless we want to go do something. Tristen completes me and I complete him. We are so perfect for one another. Nothing can break us as long as we have one another. I make him happy and he makes me happy. I don't ever want to lose him. Without him I would be no one and nothing. I couldn't survive without my booger.

We make each other better people. Sex isn't just sex for us, it's a bonding between us where we learn about one another, where we can relax and let all our worries go.

I know one day that he will read this. Tristen, Darling, I want you to know how loved you are and how amazing you are. You're mine and I am yours. I have and will always love you no matter what. You're sweet and one of a kind. You're loving and honest and I love everything about you.

5.10.16
10:28 pm
Jesalique JD Hires (Graham)