BTS Imagines《ENG》

Irony

This is a request for my cute donsaeng Yoko. ❤

She is adorable and I love her a lot.💕💕

I hope you like it 😁

With lots of love,

Shanu 😙

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As soon as I had shut the door, he pulled my top off. I unzipped my little skirt and let it fall to the floor. I was wearing a lace top bra, stay-up stockings, and little red panties that I had bought, hoping to impress Yoongi. I didn't want him to get bored with me... Actually that was my biggest fear that one day maybe he would get sick of this, of us being friends with benefits and leave me for someone else, for someone he actually has feelings for. Since whatever we did was purely just because we both were too horny, no feelings, no emotional connection.

"You always surprise me." he said to me, with his deep husky voice, admiring what he saw.

I pulled him by his hands into the bedroom and kissed him. He wrapped both hands around me and grabbed my waist while kissing me back. As he sat me down on the bed he hovered over me. Yoongi brought his hand up to my face, cupping it and bringing my face to his so that he could kiss me again. His kiss was gentle but after I returned the kiss he became more needy. His thumbs caressed my cheeks and I invited his tongue into my mouth. His hand traveled, down my neck, along my back, and down to my hips. He rested his hands on my thighs, squeezing tightly, all the while caressing my body with his lips. He nipped at my neck taking his time while traveling to my breasts. Moans and groans filled the room as we got lost in yet another lustful encounter.

He was the only one who could make me whimper like this, he was the only one who knew every inch of my body and where all of my sweet spots were. I was enchanted by him. I fell for him, I couldn't lie. I knew it was impossible for me to continue this kind of relationship without developing any feelings, I knew it from the day I got myself into this. Every time he would whisper lust-filled yet sweet words into my ear as he pleasured me, I couldn't but find myself believing them, each and every word. He said them in the heat of the moment, when the lust was overflowing in him but obviously my girlie heart had to take it as a hope of him having feelings for me. I hated myself for still holding on to those hopes... when he made it clear right from the start:

"There is only one condition to this relationship. No feelings. You can't in any way fall for me and vice-versa." he ran his fingers through his hair as he sighed. "I want you to know that the moment you fall in love with me. It's over."

Only if he knew... that I had broken the deal so long ago, he would leave me right there and there. He couldn't know... and I would've done anything that I possibly could to hide it.

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It was a normal day at campus and I was wondering about the corridors after my lecture. In the distance I saw Yoongi talking to some of his friends. Dammit I had to go pass them, it was quite ironic that I felt pressured to cross paths with Yoongi because whenever we don't have sex we don't do anything but ignore each other. We're not even acquaintances in campus, we're just complete strangers. It hurts... really, because this shows how shallow our relationship actually was. He just used me for my body and there was no emotions... well that was the deal in the first place but... was he that heartless to not have developed even a mere sense of attraction towards me over this months of us being friends- no wait let me rephrase strangers with benefits. I was nothing to him, if I said I was a friend of his then I was only overrating myself...