Hey guys. 😁
This is a request for one of my favourite people.
The most gorgeous girl I know, Rania.
She's lovely. ❤❤❤
I made this really but REALLY angsty cause I really was in the mood for one.
Tell me if you want a part 2 to this👀
With lots of love,
Shanu 😙
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"Namjoon..." I was already crying so much... why was he doing this to me. What did I do wrong to deserve this?
"Please Rania don't make this any harder for me..." he said coldly as he avoided my eyes.
I can't believe this... I can't believe that my boyfriend of almost 3 years was breaking up with me, so nonchalantly... so cruelly. He was acting as if it was the easiest thing in the world, it was like if he was throwing a used tissue into the dustbin... was I the only one who actually cared in this whole relationship after all? Did he ever love me at all?
"W-Why... just tell me why..." I was sobbing endlessly now and it was making it harder for Namjoon to avoid looking at me. I could see his brows furrowing as he bit his lip... was he worried... or was he just annoyed with my crying?
He relieved a huge sigh and turned towards me. He looked me directly in the eyes... oh my god... how cold his eyes were... not a hint of emotions. They were blank... they were dark. It felt like those eyes had never held any feelings at all... at least not for me. Was I fooled all this years? Was I so naive that I didn't see that he fell out of love with me so long ago? Was I too blindly in love to ever notice any of it?
"I already told you. I don't love you anymore." he replied with his deep voice that made a shiver run down my spine.
If before my heart was broken now, it was literally crushed. The only question that I could repeatedly ask myself was 'why?'. Did I not love him enough? Was my love for him too little? Was I not appealing to him anymore?
My knees went weak and I collapsed on the floor sobbing. Namjoon tried to reach out to touch me but he refrained himself.
"Tsk. Rania. I am asking as kindly as possible, leave me alone... I just can't do this with you anymore." he spouted.
My sobs became louder. "Why? I loved you so much. I gave you all of my attention and... my affection. What is it that I lacked!? What is it that made you get tired of me!? Is it because I am not that pretty!? Like those idols and celebrities you see everyday..."
"NO. It's not that... baby- Rania... stop this..."
"You're so fed up with me that you can't even call me baby anymore. There's surely something extremely wrong with me. I'm sorry-"
"DON'T YOU DARE APOLOGIZE." I flinched at his sudden raise in voice. "You did nothing to apologize... stop this... it's not you who did anything, on the other hand you were the one who did everything to save this relationship. It's me who is the problem-"
"W-What did you do Namjoon? What..."
He turned his face to the other side, not wanting to face me anymore.
"D-Did y-you... cheat on me?"
He was so shocked by my statement that he snapped his head towards me in a millisecond. "NO. I WOULD NEVER." he knelt down before me as he lifted my chin up so that I could look him in the eye. His eyes were sadder this time. He cupped my face with one hand as he caressed my cheek with his thumb. "Why would I do that when I have such a beautiful girlfriend..." he whispered.

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BTS Imagines《ENG》
FanfictionSeries of BTS imagines. Angst and fluff (Sometimes it might lead into slight smut unintentionally XD) Anyways, ENJOY.