the broken hearted girl

(The book is better than this.)

prologue

"hey Alysha." Carl greeted me,

what does he want?

"uh hi?" I frowned

"come on Alysha I need to tell you something." my best friend (Maisie) told me, whilst tugging at my arm,

"okok Maisie."

"Yo Alysha call me babe." Carl called after me,

nooo thank-you!

"so you and Carl?" Maisie raised an eyebrow,

"no, its nothing like that I swear." I gulped,

"hey your such a bad liar, theres no problem if your dating Carl or anything, he's a jerk. a hot jerk." Maisie smirked.

"I'm not sleeping with him ok? besides he's not my type." I claimed.

"what is your type then Alysha? I've never seen you with a boyfriend or anything?" Maisie raised an eyebrow.

there's a perfectly good reason behind that. a reason I can't tell you.

"just stop going on about it Maisie." I rolled my eyes,

"ooh someone's embarrassed." she giggled,

"fuck sake! I'm not embarrassed I'm just not in the mood. please just stop Maisie." I told her,

"alright chill I was only joking." she frowned,

"ok." I muttered,

"we got PE." she noted,

"bunk with me?" I asked her,

"but I really like PE. why don't you ever do it Alysha? I've never seen you get changed in the changing rooms. do you have problems or something?" she questioned me.

yeah I do.

"fine i'll just bunk alone or with someone else."

"fine."

this was really selfish of me, I always take Maisies Pe lessons away from her to bunk with me, but I have a perfectly good reason, not to mention all the boys groaping me -.- .

"hey Alysha." Karen greeted me,

"hiya. what are you doing here?"

"just gonna smoke a fag. what about you?"

"just casually bunking pe."

"either of you wanna share a fag with me?"

temptation.

"We don't smoke." Maisie blurted.

Why did she have to say that? i could've really done with a fag.

"hey Alysha." a cute boy smirked at me

"Oh Darren what'd you want?" I asked him,

"to hang out some time, your a really pretty girl and on top of all the your so cool." he grinned,

hes so good at flirting! if he thinks im gonna fall for that bullshit he must be off his head?

"nice try of chatting me up babe." i replied,

"the way you talk is so hot." he smirked.

"that's nice, but why don't you go find some other tart to hook up with?" i growled,

"oh hard to get huh?" he grinned,

"no its called, im not stupid enough to fall for your shit maybe?" i pointed out,

"bitch." he muttered,

"jerk." i mumbled,

then he walked off.

why am i so popular today?

"wow you told him. i don't think he's used to being turnt down."

"probably not, but theres a first time for everything."

"yeah who was yours?" she asked me,

"w-- what?" i gulped,

"who was your first?" she repeated her previous question.

i cant answer that, the first words which spring into my mind: rape, inbread, pain, awful night.

"er.. does it really matter this is a private subject you know?"

"okay sorry." she patted my back.

it's okay you didn't know, no one does.

"so you wanna meet up later?" she smiled,

"i can't it's the 3 year anniversary of my mum." i sighed,

"oh yeah! sorry i forgot. so what are you and your dad doing to celebrate?" she replied,

"um well i dont really know." i mumbled.

me and my dad dont get along, we never have since my mums died, it's all my fault according to him. i can't wait to move away from that dickhead.

"oh cool. the end of day bells gonna go in ten minutes." Maisie pointed out, the obvious

"um yeah i know."

then the bell went,

"oh bye Alysha, im going to Luke's." she told me,

"Luke the player?"i asked her,

"yeah why?" she frowned,

"he's using you."

"well it's my choice Alysha dont start! theres no need to be protective over me i'm fine." she explained,

"i've heard stuff about him." i told her,

"have you actually been with him yourself?" she hissed,

"no but-" i began,

"- dont believe everything you hear, he's a good guy a really good guy." she claimed,

thats what they said about my dad.

"k." i mumbled,

she'll learn from her own mistakes, she's right i dont need to be protective or anything.

"Alysha." Jacob tapped me on the back,

"oh hi Jacob!" i greeted him,

Jacob's my friend, well boyfriend actually, but we dont act like any usual couple we're not open about our relationship.

"wanna come over later?" he winked,

"i would. but im busy, if i find some time i'll text you, or i'll come over tomorrow." i smiled,

"why not come straight after school? to chill or something."

"i can't." i replied,

"okay then. where's my kiss?" he joked.

then his lips met mine.

"ok. bye Jacob." i told him,

"yeah bye." he sighed

"sorry." i replied,

"its fine i understand." he reassured me.

No you dont.

then i got into my car and drove home,

now it's time to face the shit with my dad.

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new book, tell me if you like it guys, because if i think i have no fans i'll delete the book,

anyway i'm awful at starting books

its unedited but i'll edit all of the book when it's finished.

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