the broken hearted girl

chapter three - together forever..?

"Who was that?" jacob asked me,

No one.

"Alysha?" he murmured,

"Look at me babe."

"What?" i sighed.

"Whats wrong?"

"Nothing." i lied,

"Now, dont ever lie to me again." His eyes turnt into a fierce, cold gaze.

I find it really cute when he tries to be serious, because its one thing hes not.

"Okay, well i need to call Maisie, about something girly." i lied once again.

"Your pregnant?" he gasped,

If i only i was, my dad would kill me, and the child could be an inbred the amount of times he's raped me.

"No, just give me ten minutes," i told him, whilst placing a soft, gentle kiss on his lips.

He nodded.

I picked up my iphone, and dialed Maisies number.

She answered straight away,

"Hey girl,"

"Hi maisie. can you cover for me still?"

"Yeah my mum told your dad you've been at mine looking after me."

"What'd he say?"

"Nothing really? now tell me where you really are."

"At my boyfriends."

"You have a boyfriend?"

"You cant tell anyone!"

"Chill i wont!"

"GOOD."

"Who is it?"

"Jacob."

"Thats so cute! dont worry your secrets safe, can we text instead of talk on here because im a bit busy at the moment."

"Sure."

"Bye, have fun."

"I will, bye."

I walked back into jacobs room,

"did you have a nice casual chat outside my front door in your bra and underwear?"

"your hands are cold." I shivered, whilst placing my hands on top of his.

"dont go dressed out like that again, I dont like people looking at whats mine."

Possessive much?

He moved away from me.

" why are you so insecure? I guess that question i really want to know the answer to is: why are you resistant?" he questioned me.

Because of personal reasons.

"I dont know, its just a natural thing." i lied,

I really hate lying to him.

He raised an eyebrow,

"Alright then." he murmured.

"um i'm gonna go to maisies." i blurted,

"why?" he asked me,

"because she's my best friend and i want to socialise with her?" i mumbled,

"we can socialise." he shurgged,

"it's not the same, we're different genders, and can't relate to the stuff we want to talk about, as its girly stuff." i explained.

"sexist." he spoke under his breath,

"no not really, see this proves my point, i'm going to get ready, then go to maisies." i replied.

"bullshit."

"how is it?"

"dont worry."

"no tell me. You cant say somethings bullshit, and then not explain it to me!!"

"just leave it Alysha, go get ready.'' he growled,

Fuck sake.

Once i was ready i walked into the room which jacob was in.

"bye Jacob." i sighed,

"bye, why are you sighing?" he moaned,

fuck sake

"dont worry."

"fine." he shrugged

"K."

"bye Jacob."

"bye Alysha, i'll text you." he told me.

k.

he can be such a dickhead at times.

i walked to Masies house, hopefully i wouldn't go in there, interupting something.

knock knock knock.

"hey Alysha." she smiled,

she looks pale.

"hey," i greeted her.

"yeah come upstairs to my room."

"okay." i agreed.

i walked into her room,

luke.

"oh hi Alysha." he greeted me,

it looks like i was interupting something,,?

"maybe i should go." i mumbled,

"no stay," Maisie ordered,

i rolled my eyes.

"so tell me you and J-" she began,

"Masie can i talk to you privately." i faked a smile,

"sure," she replied.

We went outside her room,

"have you told Luke about me and Jacob?" i huffed,

"no." she looked away,

"look at me." i hissed,

"fine, he knew because you told me on the phone and he was there, honestly he heard me blurt it, im so sorry." she replied.

"yeah thats really gonna cut it, if the word gets out, i'll never talk to you again, you have no idea what you've got me into, now i have to break up with him for my safety."

"im sorry-"

"- your not, go get play by your 'boyfriend' , he's obviously more important than me, i probably interupted you, and you felt bad to turn me down, you know what you and luke deserve each other no jokes ,and it makes me feel sick Maisie. What the fuck are you doing with him? you could get so much better, someone better looking, who will be relationship type and will stay with you." i explained.

"stop Alysha. i know he's not perfect in your eyes but he's perfect in mine, and i don't want all these long explanations, now you make the choice, you either accept i'm dating luke or you don't and we won't talk anymore." she sighed.

"but your not dating him! He's just using you, i bet he's seeing other girls and i could probably prove it too you." i told her,

"go on then?!" she raised an eye brow.

this was the last thing i needed to do, poke into other peoples business, but i was too worried about Luke telling people i'm in a relationship with Jacob, and the word getting back to my dad.

it would be the worst thing ever,

when i thought things couldn't get worse.

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