the broken hearted girl

Chapter seventeen - your leaving me hanging?

~alysha~

I walked up to the house, the social worker knocked on the door.

This man answers - the look of him reminds me of my dad, this is bad already.

"Hello, this is alysha. The girl you will be fostering for 6 weeks." the social worker informed him.

"Alysha? such a pretty name, for such a pretty girl."

What?

Thats the kind of thing someone says when their on a date.

Weirdo.

"Come in then." the man smiled, his smile was weird and creepy.

As i walked into the house, there were family pictures of the man who had answered the door, a woman and a boy who looked about twelve, but the pictures were pretty old.

"Matt, take alysha up to her room and make her feel welcomed." the man told this boy, who had just came into the room.

I was staring at him - checking him out, he knew it he could read me like a book. No one has ever been able to read my thoughts before.

He knew what i was thinking..

He walked over to me, out of sight from the social worker and the career i guess?

He didn't say one word.. he just kissed me.

"Matt take Alysha's luggage upstairs." The man reminded him.

Fuck the luggage, my luggage. i don't even care about it, they've packed all the stuff i dislike and don't use.

Is this guy my bodyguard? Does he have to make sure i eat, and don't self harm?

Well i really could get used to this.

"We better take your luggage." he shrugged, and picked up my bag-pack and put it on his back.

I nodded, i really didn't know what else to do?

We walked up the stairs, matt showed me my room it was average, but my old room was perfect. it had everything i wanted.

"Matt." i heard a growl, then this dude came to the door he looked weird, like ill, i don't even know. Then he paused when he saw me.

"Well, well, well. I dont believe we've been introduced." he gave me this evil grin.

I gulped in fear, everyone here so far had reminded me of my dad except Matt..

"Dude, just leave her." Matt told him,

"She's the new foster girl? well she's a pretty little thing isn't she? I guess me and her will become good friends." he continued.

"Did u hear what i just said shane?" matt asked him,

"Did you hear what i said? just step away, and i'll take the girl." he grabbed me, and started to pull me away.

My body completely froze in shock, i was having about a hundred flashbacks of being abused by my father at once. I was overloading, i felt like i was going to faint again.

Matt punched him round the face,

We went back into my new room, matt locked the door.

"I advise you to act with caution around him, he's ill, mentally."

"Thanks Matt." i quietly said whilst blushing.

He smiled, then left the room.

This is fucked up i've been put into care and i'm at risk here.

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I stayed in the room and laid on my bed staring at the ceiling.

I hated this so much.

And some matt dude i had just met, i made out with him - he saved me from some next pyscopath like a hereo, then left me hanging, what the fuck is up with that?

i can't live here.

i can not, and i will not.

i went on my phone to find heaps of messages clogging up my phone, ugh i can't be asked.

Maisie: hey alysha, haven't seen you in ages i guess i'll see you at school, yeah?! Also like i'm really sorry to here that you have gone into care i heard about  it and its completely fucked up. You could've stayed with me for the six weeks ya know? Anyway i will see you at school and we can catch up - you talk i listen. xx

babe.                                                                                                                                                         shutup.

i can't even be bothered to reply to that ^^, its so much effort even having a conversation with that girl.. and she's my best friend?

nathan: i was at the hospital when you were in a coma, and well i said i would come and see you again but i couldn't, because seeing someone you care about in that state.. you just can't even begin to explain how it feels, well you know cause you've been through it more than once. You can always stay with me ALysha, just remember that. I was an utter jerk to you, but i regret it. See you at school tomorrow x.

what a load of shit.

aw aren't all these comments lovely?

i have so many nice friends don't i?

bullshit.

i'm going to have to act all nice like that tomorrow, ugh i hate pretending to be someone i am not.

i did have other messages, but i just couldn't be bothered to read them at the moment, and all the attention and everyone being so supportive, when their really not.

it's just fake, and i hate it.

it's really early and i might as well go to bed, but i won't be able to sleep, i usually have issues sleeping anyway.

i need to find something which will preoccupy my whole life.

And hopefully someday i will.

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A/N

right first of all i'm sorry that i took so long to update this, i had really bad writers block and didn't know what to write. Secondly i am sorry its so short, but i just felt like it was better than posting nothing. Thirdly sorry that its so rubbish, i'm not happy with the way i have written this, i could've of maybe written it better.. but yeah.

unedited excuse my mistakes

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