the broken hearted girl

Chapter twelve - im not listening to this!

Alysha's pov,

When you have someone to tell all your problems to, its one of the bestest feelings you could possibly have,

But when you dont, you just feel horrible, seek attention and change.

Like me.

It effects my behaviour, i need to see a councillor i think...

but i just don't want one, i'd rather not listen to them telling me i should do stuff to clear my head or something or that i need to occupie myself, because im never going to forget any of this!!

Maybe i don't need a counciler, im kind of mangaging okay without one, its just one of those thoughts which come into my head, and then go.

Besides, i've got myself into a load of shit, for beating up jacob..

I dont mean to attention seek or do any of this stuff.

its just me, my lifes a huge fuck up, and i can't help or control what i do.

im outside of miss jenkins office now, she still hasn't seen me or jacob yet, im surprised i haven't hit him again.

i guess i've just calmed down.

calm?

no.

"right Alysha and Jacob, you can come into my office now." she finally told us.

took you long enough!

"i want to know why this happened. Alysha why did you try to beat up Jacob?"

"because he was being a tw.. no jerk." i stopped myself from swearing,

"Oh is that so? how was he being a 'jerk'?"

"he was chatting shit about my family, and it pissed me off." damn, i shouldn't of used that language, i just couldn't help it that time.

"oh alysha. Please stop with the swearing, its so chavy and rude. Your not a chav are you?"

pfft fuck no!

"what do you think i am?"

"i don't know."

Oh thanks.

"well alysha and jacob, i can't say im taking sides. But you two are both as bad as each other, so jacob, could you please aplogise for saying 'horrible' things about alyshas family."

the apolgy will help, but its still not revengeful enough.

"but miss she attacked me! should it be her aplogisin-"

"-Jacob, just aplogise, or your going to be in more trouble."

"fine, im sorry for being horrible, alysha." he sighed.

he does't mean it, i know he doesn't.

i was grinning, at the apology, it helped to know that he had gotten into to trouble for what he had done.

"alysha, now you need to aplogise to Jacob, for over reacting and hurting him."

i wiped the grin off my face.

um no, im not aplogising to him.

Now jacob was grinning, and waiting for his aplogy...

"No, im not aplogsing he got what he deserved! he was being a jerk, so i got my revenge."

"are you refusing alysha?"

"yes."

"you know, that means triple detention."