the broken hearted girl

chapter six- this is awkward..

alysha's pov,

i had school, that place its great because you get to see your friends, but it sucks because some people there do your head in,then you have to attend lessons, some are good, some are bad, its like everywhere else i suppose.

i had a new text messages; let me guess jacob?

and i was right.

Jacob: hey Alysha! do you wanna catch a lift with me, we have alot to catch up on, don't you think;) x.

sometimes i wish i was single, guys they suck as well, there's not many good guys at about, well espically not in our school.

i don't really want to get a lift from Jacob, i don't really like him at the moment, he's annoyed me by giving me all these spams over the weekend, he's like carl. demanding.

There are other things you can do with your girlfriend apart from that, but most guys are too blind to see it, then you get the frigid guys, their even worse.

i could catch a lift with Maisie but i don't think we're 'best friends' at the moment because she's still with Luke, and im just looking out for her like a normal friend would, because she always 'dates' the players and ends up heartbroken.

And guess who has to pick up the pieces?

me.

it's either walk to school, or get a lift with Jacob, i do need the exercise and i could always get the bus home.. and if i get a lift with Jacob he's only gonna want me to bunk off school, and i don't feel like doing that today..

jacob: oi!! don't ignore me ALysha xxx

i don't even feel like having a relationship right now, boys are so clingy and annoying, but i can't exactly break up with Jacob, because thats just horrible, espically if i think about all the stuff hes done for me..

right im walking to school, that sorts the problem.

it took me forty minutes to walk, alone.

even though on the way, i had loads of guys flirting with me, and talking to me.

so i ask myself this all the time..

why me?

what the hell is so special about me?

im not pretty, im average, i haven't got all this stuff which im told i have! as much as i appreciate these compliments they sometimes get irritating, because there completely and utterly untrue.

i walked into the school gates and sat down on the bench and sighed, for a 'popular' girl i was a billy no mates.

then jacob sat next to me, fuck sake, why can't he give me some space.

"Alysha, why have you been ignoring me? why havent you been round? why didn't you catch a lift with me today? why didn't you tell me about Carl pestering you? why can't we go public about our relationship?" he asked me a pack of questions.

anything else?

Jacob, was being clingy, once again.. i dont like it?

"you really want to know?"

"of course i do! if somethings bothering you then tell me!"

"well Jacob, your always so clingy, and you go on and on about shit, sorry i don't want to hurt your feelings by that. And well the fact is sometimes I need my space/ distance from you, and my friends as well i like to be alone sometiimes, and your constantly texting me and i want some time to myself, and i can't be bothered to reply at that stage. then you keep texting and texting and you know, its pretty annoying." i explained.

"i just don't get it! girls moan when you don't text them, then when you do your clingy, well listen to me Alysha Smith I am not clingy!" he growled.

oh but you are, i humoured myself.

"yeah well maybe i'd like to do stuff what couples actually do." i rolled my eyes,

"well how can we? you won't even go public about or relationship!" he rolled his eyes.

"Because we never do anything. look im no longer discussing this, look do what you like, but also take this into account, i do have a life, and one which doesn't revolve around you, so please stop." I told him then walked off.

i really hope i didn't hurt his feelings or ego.

i saw Maisie walking alone,

"Alysha, just the person i was looking for." she smiled,

like nothing happened..

"look im sorry for being a cow the other night, i really do appreciate your looking out for me, but i will learn from my own mistakes, and well i know you have to pick up the pieces but if Luke lets me down, i won't be dating anymore players.. so we can eat ben and jerrys and watch Brigit Jone's diary if me and Luke don't work out." she explained.

i smiled,

shes a cow, but my best friend.

"friends?"

"friends."

then she hugged me woa!

my next lesson, english with Miss Cameron, oh how great.

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A/n

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