the broken hearted girl

Chapter nineteen - the masked gang?

~alysha~

The attention.

i had heaps of it today. I had heaps of work and homework to catch up on.. effort i don't even have my laptop.

Everyones trying to be so supportive and nice, to be honest id rather they just acted normal around me, because it's really annoying everyone being fake to me, just because they feel sorry for me. I don't need anyones sympathy, i'm fine. I like being by myself, i've only got myself in the end, so there's no point in me letting anyone else into my stupid life. I'm not dragging someone else into this mess, all my issues, just no one deserves it, its my fault, it all happened for a reason.

I don't know if i'm still getting blackmailed, because the blackmail would be at my old house? I don't care they can tell my secret, i'm really not bothered what people think of me, they don't know me, nobody knows me.

5 minutes until school finishes, the first day is always the worst, maybe people will stop sucking up to me after today, ugh. I seriously cannot deal with another day of attention again. Maybe it would've just been easier for everyone if i didn't awake from my fucking coma? Yeah, now i'm going to be all negative for the rest of the day, no one can help me with my thoughts, its just me. 

The end of school bell finally went. 

I haven't really paid attention to anyone today, because they're all talking shit and i can't be bothered to listen to them.

i walked out of the school gate, through the car park, to make my way back to the freak house. Don't want to go- no choice. 

"alysha!"

ugh who now?

why can't people just leave me alone?!

i have had enough of this!

i turned around to face the person who had called my name, they better be special or i'll have a full on go at them.

matt.

"I'm here to give you a lift home Alysha." he told me.

it's matt!

someone decent thank goodness.

i got into the car with Matt.

"so how was your day then Alysha?" Matt asked me,

"why do you care?" i snapped..

"sorry for asking alysha."

i rolled my eyes at that, it was clear that he was being sarcastic.

"how did you get to school this morning alysha?" He questioned me.

what is with all the questions today. I've had so many fucking people questioning me, actually i've lost count, i've had people talking to me, who  i don't even know, and have never even spoken to!

"i walked Matt, it's good exercise."

"You need to stop exercising and not consuming food alysha. You are damaging your body, i will care for you and Feed to myself if i have to. Now we'll talk about the rest of this tonight." he told me.

Nope.

i wonder if he has a girlfriend?

Not that i care of anything.. i'm just curious.

**

the car journey took ages, i could've walked in the amount of time we sat in the traffic. I couldn't talk to Matt *sighs* i still can't stop thinking about when he kissed me- the first time he saw me. We haven't spoken about that, maybe it was just a test or maybe he was using me/leading me on..

we finally pulled up outside the house..

"alysha, right i am going to warn you now, as soon as  the sun sets. Stay in your room lock your door, do not let them see you, don't even let them see you looking out of your window, i've made you curious now, but don't."

"who? What?" 

"i can't tell you alysha, i can show you." He pulled up his Tshirt, i tried to aviod looking at his body, and tried to actually concentrate on the reason why he had done this.

he had a broken heart engraved  into him.

"how did you get this Matt?"

"They did it." he barely spoke.

"who?"

"I can't alysha i can't. I'm not letting you be hurt too."

i've already been hurt plenty of times, but whatever!

he's just being weird.

*****

i was in my room for the whole night, i done as Matt had told me, but it was so hard to resist the tempation to peep out of my bedroom window..

there wwas a knock on my bedroom door.

is it a trick?

"who is it?"

"its me alysha, its matt!" He barely spoke he sounded injured.

i opened the door pulled him in, then locked it again.

i saw something..

don't know what though.

matt was battered, bruises, cuts black eyes.

i dragged him onto the bed.. i need to help him.

I reckon its about what he warned me about.

i went into the on-suit bathroom and got some tissue, to stop him from bleeding.

i tried to sort him out..

Then his eyes slowly opened.

"alysha, they done it."

"who?"

"they done it because i warned you."

i don't know what he's going on about.

"take one glimpse outside your bedroom window, if you mess up.. well you better... i don't know just don't get caught."

i took a glimpse outside of my bedroom window, then returned to Matt.

"did they see you?"

"no."

There were people out there, like a tribe 5 of them doing weird tribal things, they had weird masks on.. 

"they're the masked gang."

"the masked gang?"

"yes the mask gang alysha, and you cannot let them get you or you'll never leave here, like me."

i don't understand?

why does matt have a broken heart engraved or his torso?

i will figure this out..

its this family, i knew it, it's them.

i leave my psycho dad, then i'm with some next weird tribal family,which  i don't understand?

what even is life?

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A/N

sorry this is weird i had to write about why matts still in care because he's going to be older than 18. I tried to do more Alysha and matt but idk.. this book i really like writting it, i just find it hard sometimes and i get writers block..

anyway thanks for reading<3

i know this isn't a good update and i will make the next one better.

unedited.

next update idk.. maybe over the weekend it depends though.

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