the broken hearted girl

chapter twenty four - it was never meant to be.

~Matt~

Apparently Alysha's ran away, i feel like this is all my fault, and i feel guilty... i didn't mean to hurt her or anything i just didn't like to where our conversation was heading. No one of this, it wasn''t meant to happen, everyones going out of their minds with worry, about Alysha's whereabouts, why she left... She's not even answering the texts that i've sent her..

Alysha should of never brought up Leah, it's a bad subject and something that i hate to talk about, i've never told anyone about Leah, and i don't intend to,  it's just some things are best untold and unknown...

I don't know what's going to happen with Alysha in the upcoming day's. but i hope that she's okay, and that she'll come back soon, because there's one thing that i never got to tell her which was that i love her. Everything i done, was for her.. i beat up Shane for her, i supported her through everything, the only bad thing i done was snap at her, and that was a big mistake, because look what has happened from that.

Alysha just needs to come back her, whilst she still has the chance, it hasn't been twenty four hours yet.

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~Alysha~

I feel awful.

I feel alone.

I have no one.

Everyone leaves me.

People move on, people change.

But that's life.. and what's the point in life?

My life has been a huge failure so far, and i can't change it.

I don't want to live my life anymore, but i can't decide what to do.

This, this is just it, all my emoctions, feelings.. stuff i think, it eats me away until there's nothing left.

And i just can't deal with it all anymore.

I got up off the freezing floor tiles i had slept on last night, and i went towards the front door.. More blackmail, are you being serious? I picked up every sing letter, and threw it in the bin, it's pathetic and annoying.. Someone else for me to be pissed off about.

I have to leave this house, and it's such a shame, because i feel better here.. But i know one thing, that i'm not going back to that shitty house, i probably can't now without being questioned by the police, and i'm not having that. I don't want the police involved in my life, they did nothing before about my dad abusing me.. so i'm not bothering with them now.

I went upstairs, into my old room.. just to get some shoes.

It was how i left it.. my bed made with my cute teddy's on there, my chest of draws with my tv, my dressing table with all my makeup.. and my mirror.

I stood and looked into the mirror at my reflection.. My eyes they're not their usual bright blue colour, instead they're dull, probably because of the way i feel.

I got my white converse out of my waredrobe.. I need to stop wasting time, and get out of here...

I put my shoes on, got my phone, and climbed out of the window i had smashed last night.

I'm now officially on the run.

on the run from everything, my whole life.

I walk into town, but i have barely any money.. my stomach is rumbling bad.. i haven't eaten anything since the day before yesterday, i've just been drinking water, as it contains no calories.

I need to sort my life out, get a job, get tempoary housing until i can go back and collect the money my so called dad left me, and inherit the house.

i sighed, i always sigh.. i guess i've just had enough of this, enough of being me... Every second of my life, makes me more tempted to cause harm to myself.. but i have to live with what i do...

I continued to walk, i hope i don't bump into anyone i don't know, i hate it when that happens.

All of a sudden someone grabbed me from behind.. what the fuck? They put a bag over my head some i couldn't see.. i tried to scream but i couldn't, i didn't have enough energy, I was dragged into a car, whoever this person was they were in a rush - they drove pretty fast... But who could it possibly be? who would want to kidnap me?

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~Unknown pov~

I've finally gotten her, i've gotten what i've wanted, Alysha. I didn''t know where she recently was her whereabouts, where she was staying, and she hasn't exactly been turning up for school either. I'm driving Alysha back to my house, in where she can be locked in the basement.

I pulled up outside my house, before grabbing Alysha out of the car..

"Who the fuck are you?" She screamed at me, i put tape over her mouth, and kept her hands tied up.. I didn't want the neighbours to see this.

I took her inside of my house, and untied her hands before locking her into the basement..

No one will notice that she's gone.

No one will care.

I've been the person who's been blackmailing Alysha all along, i am her blackmailer.

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A/N

Okay this chapter, it's quite depressive to be honest. I'm finishing this book in either the next chapter or the chapter after that... Because i really don't think there will be much more to write after this. I've decided how i'm going to finish Alysha's story.. and you'll probably hate me for it, but it's called the broken hearted girl for a reason, because she's always broken hearted... Anyway i don't want to give anything away... I've been writting this book since march/april, i can't exactly remember... 

Anyway thanks for reading, and supporting this book throughout.. I'm so happy about all the reads this book has gained, litteraly i never though it'd do this well <3 It's still unedited like usual. There is going to be no sequel to this book, i may do an epilogue, it depends on how i write the last chapter.

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