the broken hearted girl

chapter nine - this stays between us.

alysha pov,

i was woken up, by a cold chill..

i spreaded my arm across the bed, to meet jays body, but he wasn't there.

he was gone.

he's left me in his bed by myself, what type of guy does that?

all of them.

i sighed, and put my tshirt on, and walked out the bedroom, i guess i should find jay.

he was in the front room watching tv, whilst just wearing a Tshirt.

typical guy.

he ditched me for the tv.

he was wearing only a tshirt why doesnt he put some trousers on?

i stood in front of the tv and folded my arms.

"hey i was- oh alysha. hey."

"you didn't wait for me to wake up jay?"

"im sorry, i just couldn't stay with you alysha."

what does that mean?

"jay you said yourself you not a player! and you got all possessive over Carl-"

"-don't mention him to me, it makes me angry."

"so much for you doing relationships." i mumbled under my breath.

"i do relationships Alysha but-"

"-so i mean nothing to you huh? you just used me?"

"is that what you really think alysha?"

"yes."

"well your wrong, so wrong."

"tell me how im wrong then?"

"okay, you mean more than what you think."

"ok. if thats the case, i want what happens between us, to stay between us for now on." i told him.

he nodded.

"okay alysha." he smirked.

******

"um jay i have to go home.."

"really alysha?" "thats a shame, a real shame."

"yes really jay. My dad is probably going to be mental."

mental alysha? that doesn't even describe his emoctions.

at this moment i just wanted to get away from jay, and not go home.

I don't want to hang out with him.

i don't want to hang out with anyone.

espically when i have no reason to do so.

i opened jays front door,

"thanks for letting me stay."

"it was my pleasure." he smirked.

boys.

no.

i rolled my eyes and walked out the door, then closed it behind me.

i went on my phone, ten new messages.

can't be asked.

jacob:

OMG alysha it wasn't what i looked like i swear! please forgive me!

oi alysha?

seriously it meant nothing... i was just trying to get close to you again because i miss you.