Possessive Love

19- Opposite Possesive ✅

I opened my eyes slowly and tried sitting up but Austin's hand was wrapped around me and I really needed to pee. "Austin let go of me!" I whisper shouted. "No, you're mine." He whispered back and I rolled my eyes. "I need to pee!" I said and he hesitated but let go of me. I ran to the the bathroom and did my business. I washed my hands and got out.

It was eight. I want pancakes. I walked to the kitchen and made pancake mix then put a pan to heat up. I had already finished the sugar and I wanted coffee. I'm 5'6 and the sugar was on top of the fridge for some dumb reason and I couldn't reach so what did I do? Called the only guy I didn't mind bothering.

"Austin." I whispered and shook him. "What?" He groaned. "Help me get the sugar I'm too short." I whispered and he groaned. "No, I'm tired." He whispered back. "Fine I guess I'll just call Sean." I said with a smirk. I had honestly forgot about that guy but appearantly Austin didn't. He shot up and went to the kitchen and I followed with a smile on my face.

"Where's the sugar?" He asked and I pointed at the top of the fridge. "You are one short beauty." At least he said I'm a beauty, right? What? No. "I'm not short you're just a giant." I said stuck out my tongue. He smirked and gave me the sugar. I turned around and began to make my coffee I felt him wrap his arms around me and I smiled. My heart fluttered and I just felt happy.

"Ooh, pancake mix." Austin dissapeared from behind me and went towards the pancake mix. "Fuck, why does this taste better than mine?" He asked as he licked his finger. "I made it from scratch, you prabably just had to add a few ingredients." I said and he nodded. I looked at his neck to see the hickie I had given him a few weeks ago the same day my brother had called. "You like it?" He asked me and I looked up at his face with confusion. "The hickey." He said and I looked at him wierdly. "Why would I like a love bite?" I ask and he smiled. "Love bite?" I rolled my eyes. "Well yeah, every time we kissed it meant something to me and leaving a mark on your skin also means something." I said and he raised an eyebrow. "And what does it mean?" He asked me. "It means that you're mine." I said and he smiled widely. "Always have been, as long as you're all mine." Hs said walking back towards me. "Always have been." I said and he smiled. His face was close to mine and he was already looking at my lips and since he decided he wanted to make me wait he just looked for a few seconds. "Just kiss me already, jerk." I growled and wrapped my arms around his neck and placed my lips on his. I swear those lips of his are my drug and I'm addicted.

(...)

After our kiss we practically made out, I mean why hide it? After, we made pancakes and one by one our friends woke up and came in the kitchen. We had school that day and we were already three hours late so we decided to just skip. We ate later pizza then we went our seperate ways. Austin and I decided to sit up on the roof and look at the sun set. "We haven't had a tutoring session." I said as I tangled my fingers with Austin's which made a smile grow on his lips making one grow on my own lips. "I might not need them anymore, I have an A now." He said acting like a boy who just told his mom he made the honor roll.

"That's great!" I said and his smile had changed into a happier one making my heart leap with joy. "Do I get a reward?" I shrugged. "What do you want?" I asked and he acted like he was thinking. "How about a date?" He asked and I nodded. "Okay." I said and he looked at me weirdly. "What?" I asked. "Well if I had asked you a week ago or a month ago you would've yelled at me to go to hell." He said and I smiled. "Well a month ago I hid my feelings from you." I said and shrugged. "Since when have you had feelings for me?" He asked. I took a while. Well that was a long ass time ago. "Do you remember when you had slept with that hoe because you were drunk?" I asked and he nodded.

"Well Shawna had recorded the argument you two had and let me listen to it. I think when you said that I was special, and that you had actual feeling for me lit up the feelings and slowly, you began adding wood to the fire of feelings making them burn inside me until I couldn't take and I had to tell you that I loved you back." I said an he smiled. "Since when did you like me?" I asked and he blushed. "Since we were in grade school." I raised my eyebrows. "What?! I didn't even know you existed back then!" I said and he chuckled. "Ouch shorty, that hurt. Well you didn't know me but we went to the same school, I had a crush on you and it grew as soon as I saw how you were so nice to people and how you didn't make everything all about you like most girls did." He said and I nodded. I glanced down at my feet that were dangling off the roof then at Austin and our interwined hands. "What are we?" I asked not looking up at him.

"What do you want us to be?" He asked. "What do you want us to be?" I asked back, afraid of telling him my answer. "I want to be in a long relationship with that romance most girls like." He said and I chuckled. "I do too." I said. "What's stopping us then?" He asked and my smile dissapeared from my face. "Your past, our past." He said softly and I nodded. "Let's have our date tonight, I'll tell you my past then you decide if you're ready to tell me, if not it fine. I'll wait." He said and I smiled. I love that he'll wait I'm just scared he'll get tired of waiting. "Deal." I said and he nodded. I leaned against him then let my thoughts consume me. Am I ready to tell him who I really am? What truly happened in my last relationship?