Possessive Love

43- Disappointments ✅

Four weeks have passed since the cabin now, Graduation is next week and thankfully Shawna will be able to attend. Today is the day I go to the doctors to make sure I'm pregnant.

The pregnancy test came out positive but I didn't tell Austin so he made a check up for me. I have been getting sick, I threw up a few times and got the weirdest cravings but I didn't want to believe it. "Ready?" Austin asked and I nodded. We left the car and walked into the hospital. "How will we tell my parents if I am pregnant?" I asked and he shrugged. "We'll think of that later." He muttered but I knew he was already thinking about it. The lady at the front desk gave us a huge smile. "Hello, how may I help you?" She asked me. "I'm Alma Marsha, I'm supposed to have a meeting with Doctor Sian." I said and she nodded and began typing in her computer. "Yes, just go right up hun, she's not busy." I walked with Austin to the room and knocked once then went inside. The doctor was organizing some stuff and then smiled when she looked at me.

"Alright! Alma?" She asked and I nodded and shook her hand. "Alright. You know what to do, everything is in the bathroom." I nodded and left the bathroom.

"Do you think she might be pregnant?" I heard Austin ask and I didn't hear a response from the doctor. "Are you aware if she might still be having her period?" I swallowed the lump in my throat and bit my lip. "No, I haven't really asked. My sister actually gave birth a week ago so I'm not really focused on only her." Austin answered and again I didn't hear a response from the doctor. "Well there's a huge possibility. I'm sorry but, have you ever heard of condoms?" I blushed a bit and held in the urge to bang my head against the wall.

"We did use protection but it kind of...broke" Austin trailed off and the doctor stayed quiet again. "What about the morning after pill?" The doctor asked next. "We were on vacation, three days away from civilization we didn't have any at the cabin." That's a lie, he just didn't tell me. I quickly finished doing what I had to and left the room. I told the doctor i had finished and she left. "Have you figured out a way to tell my parents if I'm pregnant?" I asked and he shook his head. "What if we leave and never tell them?" He asked and I rolled my eyes but smiled at him. I am so doomed. I'm pregnant. I don't know why I didn't just tell him the pregnancy test came out positive? I don't want to get rid of the innocent child but I'm too young to be a mom!

The doctor came in with a folder and gave me it. "Can I just take this and open it at home?" I asked and she nodded. "Let me just take a copy of it." I nodded and she took it back and went to the printer in the room, she wrote something on my paper then closed the folder and gave it back. We both thanked her and left. "Can't you just open it now?" He asked and I shook my head. "Let's go to Shawna's." I said and he nodded.

It's Friday afternoon today and we were all planning on going to a pizza place later but I didn't want to go home and risk my parents seeing the folder. I already know the answer in the folder, I'm pregnant but I don't want to believe it. I regret that night in the cabin... not. Who am I kidding? I loved it but I'm hating the aftermath. I didn't notice Austin parking the car but as soon as I did I got ready to run inside the house and peek at it without Austin noticing. Once he turned the engine off I ran out the car and into the house I opened the folder and closed it quickly and groaned.

"No! No, no, no!" I yelled to myself then let Austin come in acting as if I didn't just scream. Shawna and two crying babies entered the room and she directed her glare at me then handed me a baby and I helped her put him to sleep. Xander came in and saw the folder and snatched it. "Pregnancy test... Holy shit you went to the doctor!" Xander said and I nodded. "Positive or negative?" Austin asked excitingly. It's positive. Fan- fucking-tastic.

"The test results came out..." Austin's patients began to run out and Xander laughed. I gave Shawna her baby and I got ready for the word. "Congratulations idiot, you're going to be a dad." Austin literally jumped then hugged me. He lifted me up and spun me around then put me back down and kissed my face. I began to laugh and then he buried his face into my neck. I saw his shoulders shake softly and and my neck getting wet and I laughed. "Babe? Are you crying?" I asked and he nodded. "Awe! He's crying Xander!" Shawna gushed and I giggled. "Why are you crying?" I asked and he he sniffed. "Because I'm happy that I'm going to make a family of my own with the girl I love." He said and I laughed.

"I just really hope the baby isn't a girl." He said and I chuckled. "Why not?" I asked and he groaned. "I don't want to go to jail!" He whined and I laughed even more. "Why would you go to jail?" I asked and he looked at me and frowned. "Because I'll kill every bastard who touches my baby!" He said and I laughed even more then placed a kiss on his lips. "You are adorable." He frowned even more. Maybe being pregnant isn't too bad.