My chest felt heavy as I saw Austin he had a smile on his face and I was so guilty because of how I thought. He isn't changing me, I'm changing myself. "Sorry." I muttered as I got near him. "For what?" He asked. "Because I didn't call you last night. After my mom fell asleep I went to my room and fell asleep too." I lied and he believed me.
"It's okay." Austin hugged me and I hugged him back. "Are you okay?" He whispered and I nodded. "I know you probably did a lot to ask me out to prom and all and what I'm about to say might bother you and I'm sorry, it's just that-" Austin started looking worried. "Just tell me." He said and I sighed. "I don't want to go to prom." I said and he was confused. "Why not?" He asked a frown, forming on his lips. "I, it's just that, I want to have alone time with you that night and just talk." I said and a smile grew on his lips then. "You could've just said that, I was kind of scared." He muttered and I shook my head. "You shouldn't be, oh and I'm planning the date. I already know where we're going." I said with a small smile playing on my lips.
"Where are we going?" He asked and I shook my head. "Two places, the first one will be around four and the second one like at seven." I said and he pouted. "Can I have a hint?" He asked and I acted as if I was thinking. "For the second place, it's going to be somewhere outside and it has a lot of lights." I said and he looked to be thinking. "Uh. Can you tell me?" He whined and I shook my head. "Let's go, we'll be late for class." Austin walked besides me quietly looking downwards. "Morning." I said to the teacher who nodded at me with a smile. Austin sat besides me still quiet but still grabbed my hand.
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After second hour, the only class we don't have together Austin had been quiet the rest of the morning and unlike first hour, he didn't even get near me. I asked him if it was because of the date thing and he said no. It fucken bugs me! "Austin, you okay?" Shawna asked and he nodded, even she thinks there's something wrong! She looked at me and I shrugged. "You coming to our game tonight?" Marcus sat down with us and Xander sat besides Shawna. "Game?" I asked and he nodded. "Football game?" He asked and I nodded and looked at Austin he shrugged. "I'm going." I said with a nod and Marcus nodded.
"Team captain here, decided that if the players had a girl they have to wear the guy's jersey." Marcus said motioning at Xander and Danielle smiled. "I don't have my jersey." Austin muttered looking at me. I saw it this morning, what does he mean 'he doesn't have it'? "It's fine, she can wear the football hoodie. The one that has your last name." Marcus suggested but Austin shook his head again. "Lost it." Xander glared at Austin and I raised an eyebrow.
Austin glared back and then they both looked at me, as if they had been talking to eachother through their minds. "What?" I asked and Xander cleanched his jaw. "You are stupid, lay one fucken finger on her and you will get hurt, you will really believe that bitch?!" Xander yelled drawing attention from almost everyone. "Xander, please calm down." I whispered but he just looked down at me then looked back up. "Well it kind of hurts to know that I've been used for three fucken months! To know that the love I had went down the drain. Do you really think I'm going to be proud to have a whore as a girlfriend?" I felt as if someone hit me, really hard. It was hard to breath all of a sudden.
"Alma?" Danielle rushed to me but I put my hand up. "Who told him I was 'using him'?" I said putting air quotes in my sentence. "Maggie." Double ouch. Suddenly all my pain turned into anger and it was directed at Austin. "Yeah sure, go ahead and believe the new girl who has been trying to get you, my brother, and Marcus into her bed! I mean it's not like she didn't kiss you, about that. Did I go suspecting that you were cheating on me with that bitch?! No! I was fucken okay because you told me and you were being loyal to me. Do you think I wouldn't have told you if I did something unloyal?" I gave him a humorless chuckle with tears streaming down my cheeks. I wiped them when I realised I was crying over a guy.
"But one hour passes, and she gets to poisen you with her words, she gets to make you feel like I was the unloyal one. I ask you for one thing, look back and remember what we've been through, remember we both fucked up but who was the one who fucked another girl while claiming they loved the other person? Who kept giving chances?" I asked whispering the last question then walked away. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Shawna talking to Austin with a glare. A few people were surrounding us and made a path for me but that path was blocked by the one and only, the royal bitch, drumroll please!! Maggie.
She was crossing her arms over her chest. "Oh boohoo, poor Alma's perfect relationship is ruined. Let's see who he chooses now." She said, whispering in my ear the last part. "What a shame, I actually thought you were quite pretty, guess a purple eye and busted lip will ruin it." Danielle? Someone stood in front of me and I saw Maggie being punched two times then fell to the floor. Everyone was as shocked as me. She shook her fist and flinched a little.
"One thing is me, another is my family. Come on, let's go." Danielle stretched her hand towards me and I grabbed a hold of it. "Let's go, guys are shit anyways." Shawna's arm wrapped around my shoulder and a small smile grew on my lips. What I do to get these two girls at my side?
A/N: No offense to make kind! You guys are definitely not shit lol. Anyways thought we needed drama, got tired of the lovey dicey crap.
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Possessive Love
ChickLitI'm Alma Marsha, the 17 year old popular girl. I'm considered nice and social, I'm liked by a lot of people. Oh and there is this one particular guy who apparently claims me as his, oh but that's not all, when he began hanging around me I got on a r...