Possessive Love

38- Lustful Love ✅

I looked at the time, it's about to be seven. I need food, and Austin probably does too. I put on a random shirt from the closet since I had take a quick nap, without clothes. What? It was hot. I slid on some shorts and looked in the mirror. Even though my black shorts reached mid- thigh the white shirt still passed it and went down to my knees. I put my hair up in a messy ponytail and then left the room with out shoes. I was playing with the end of the shirt when I remembered why it seemed so familiar.

"Austin! No!" I leaned on the door and slipped on a shirt from the floor. I had slept over at Austin's house and he had let me shower. The shirt reached up to my knees so my undergarments wouldn't show. I opened the door and Austin's eyes looked over my body. "My shirt is kind of..." I looked down at the shirt to see my pink bra was showing. I shrugged and threw myself at Austin's bed. He smiled a little and layed besides me. I snuggled into his chest and he wrapped his arm around my waist.

"Hold on, I'm not comfortable." Austin stood up and slid off his shirt then went to the bathroom and came back with sweatpants replacing his Jeans. He layed back down and I kissed him. I felt Austin's hand travel down my waist and then felt his warm hand on my thigh. He had his hand under the shirt and then trailed his finger up to my chest, he played with the ends of my bra and I smirked. "Not yet love." I muttered and he smiled and nodded. Even though I wasn't turning myself to him, I slipped off my shirt and sat on his stomach. "Damn, you're beautiful." I laughed a little and he smiled at me then he hugged me and layed me back to his side.

"You okay?" I jumped and looked up to see Austin looking at me. I nodded and walked past him, I was at the kitchen already and didn't even notice. I felt heat rush up to my cheeks when I turned and cought Austin checking me out. He cleared his throat when he saw I had cought him. "You're wearing my shirt." I acted surprised and looked down at it. "Sorry, I grabbed the first thing that touched my hand." He shrugged and looked away from me. "It's fine."

I nodded and went to put some water to boil. "Alma?" I finished turning on the stove then turned to look at Austin. "I'm sorry, I swear I am. I know that with that I won't fix everything but please. I know this is probably the millionth time but, give me a chance." I'm scared again though. But if I never face my fear, it'll never leave. "I forgive you, but it doesn't mean we're back together. That will time a bit of more time," He quickly nodded and a smile grew on his face making small one grown on mine. That's it? I forgive him and we're all good? I mean it's not like I haven't fallen into traps and thought Austin was unloyal. One time I cought him hugging a girl and a rumour came to me that he was cheating on me. Now I didn't do what he did but I was mad and avoided him for two days before confronting him about it, privately.

Once the water had boiled I put in the spaghetti and made the tomato sauce. I put some dishes in the sink and Austin got to work on washing them. I finished making the spaghetti and put some on two plates. "Thanks." He muttered and began to eat. "How do you do it?" I finished the small amount of food in my mouth then look up at him. "Do what?" I asked and he pointed at the spaghetti. "Your food tastes better than my mom's food, your mom's food, and mine combined, just don't tell them I said that." I laughed a little and shook my head playfully.

"Lets not exaggerate now, I guess I just have a talent. I love to cook too, plus the lasagna you make is delicous." I said with a small laugh and he smiled at me. We ate in silence after that, the silence wasn't awkward it actually pretty calming. I finished food the same time Austin did and I went to wash my dish. I grabbed Austin's plate and scrubbed them. Austin rinsed the dishes and then out of nowhere, he threw water at me and I gasped. "You asshole!" I yelled playfully and he ran away from me. He ran to the back and I went after him. I saw the water hose and tired it on and grabbed it. I waited for him to come near me then sprayed him. He cursed under his breath and ran after me. I let a shriek escape my mouth when he snatched the hose from me and sprayed me. I ran away from him and back inside the house. I felt the water drip from the shirt and was going to stop but the sound of Austin's footsteps made me keep running, I went upstairs to the first room I saw and before I could close the door Austin was there. He went inside with me and closed the door behind me. He was right in front of me and I kept walking backwards which was very stupid, I tripped with something on the floor and I grabbed Austin's shirt to try to stay up but ended up falling on the bed with him on top of me in a very... Inappropriate position.

Austin's face was really close to mine. All I did was stare into his eyes, after a few seconds my eyes trailed down to his lips, the soft touch of them against my lips came to mind, and all I wanted to do at the moment was kiss him. I saw Austin looking at my lips.

"Fuck, Alma why would you wear a white shirt today, out of all days?" He asked and groaned. He hurried his face in my neck and began biting into my neck and placing soft kisses all over it, the part that bothered me was that I let him.

A groan escaped his lips again and I did my best to keep my mouth shut and not let the moan escape my mouth, but that wasn't possible when Austin is still kissing my neck. Okay so after that things got a little heated... I pulled Austin's face towards mine and kissed him like I had wished to do so many times during four weeks. I felt him lifting my shirt up, exposing it to the air and goosebumps filled my skin. Our kiss stopped for a few seconds while I took off my shirt and threw it besides the bed. I wuickly found Austin's lips again and he layed me down again and was above me. I felt my heart pounding on my chest and thoughts in my head telling me to stop but my body begging me to turn myself to him. I slid his off and a small smile took over my lips when I saw him looking inpatient. I began leaving kisses on his neck like he did to me and he soon was annoyed and had his lips on mine again. I began to unbutton his Jeans but hesitated, what if I don't go through with it and he won't stop? It seemed like Austin knew what I was thinking because he looked down at me. "I promise, I will stop of you're not ready." I nodded and unbuttoned his Jeans and let him slide my shorts down.

"Do you think you're ready?" He asked and I bit my lip. I want it. "We need protection." I muttered and he groaned. "Wait." He muttered and left. I took the time to finish undressing myself and got under the covers. I shouldn't do this, my parents would be so dissapointed in me. I saw Austin come back in and he was also completely naked. I blushed when I accedently looked far to down. "Are you sure?" He asked and came towards me. I nodded. "I'll go slow, you tell me if I hurt you in any way. Okay?" I nodded again, and that night. Was the night I let Austin take my virginity.
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Um I'm going to go and check up on my health and ask myself why I even posted this. Sorry if you're still a kid, and sorry if you're against sex before marriage.